Author: Janet Westbrook

The Incident at Bissell Park: How I Got Kicked Out of the Oak Ridge Community Band

[Note regarding the post below: I mentioned a letter I had received from former Oak Ridge Community Band director Dale Pendley, which I termed a reprimand. At the time I wrote the post below, I could not remember exactly what he said because I couldn’t find the letter. But now I have found it again. Although he does state that “your opinion expressed to the entire band was inappropriate, hurtful to a fellow band member and was not the more carefully structured type of comment as you have expressed in the past”, the rest of the letter, almost a page long, is conciliatory. Of course, my comment was not my opinion at all, but something I was passing on from an audience member, as others who heard me make the comment acknowledged, and I did not, as Dale implied in the letter, name the fellow band member. Dale wrote the letter weeks after the comment, so he may not have remembered clearly what I said. I think Dale meant the letter as a gentle nudge not to give any criticisms whatsoever of anybody else in the band, named or not, in the presence of the whole band — in the interest of maintaining band unity. I just shake my head in dismay at that attitude, but at the time, as I note below, I did make a successful effort to mend fences with the person who felt insulted by my comment. That’s what grownups do.]

[Although this is a very long post, I hope that people will read it. I think that this incident raises issues of how people are treated and act in small private groups that people can belong to for many years and where long-term membership over years can be cherished.]

This is an account of how I was kicked out of the Oak Ridge Community Band (ORCB), in which I had played for almost 30 years. I believe that this action was unjust, but since this is a private organization there is no appeal; the band board does what it wants. Because of the tight attachment I have had to the band for so long, the consequences for me of being kicked out have been very hard to bear. I am putting up this post to discuss what happened and the issues that this raises for people in community bands and other such amateur associations.

It all started when a concert was organized to benefit Ukrainian refugees taking refuge in Poland and the ORCB agreed to participate in it. It was not our concert, i.e., we did not organize it and we were not the sole performers in it. But we treated this performance as a serious commitment because of the purpose of it.

The Unity Concert, as it was called, took place on May 7, 2022 in the outdoor pavilion at Bissell Park in Oak Ridge, Tennessee. The performers were on the stage under the large canopy, but the audience was out in the open sitting on a grassy slope. After the National Anthem, ORCB’s program began with Fanfare for the Common Man by Aaron Copland. This required brass and percussion only, so we woodwinds just sat it out. I sat at the end of my semicircular row of flutes, near the edge of the stage. At some point during the piece I could hear the noise of children and since it persisted, I turned in my seat to see where they were. There were two of them, one about middle school age and one about elementary school age, and they were in the strip of grass between the stage and the rest of the audience; there was no one else near them. They seemed to be wrestling with one another while calling out to each other. The sustained noise made it difficult for me to listen to Fanfare. Besides that, our sound had to travel over the heads of the children to get to one side of the audience, so I thought that at least some of the audience was likely bothered by the noise.

I considered stepping to the edge of the stage at the end of Fanfare and speaking to the children, but I thought that maybe they would pipe down during the next piece, Songs of Grace and Songs of Glory by John Phillip Sousa. This is a compilation of religious music that Sousa’s band played at all their concerts and it includes an excerpt from the Verdi Requiem, Rock of Ages and other hymns, and the Sevenfold Amen. It is a solemn and uplifting piece, the sort of thing you would hear in church. Most of the flutes sit out 40 or so measures of rests at the beginning and I could hear the kids going on and on during all of them; it was very distracting and because of that I had trouble keeping count of the measures. After we flutes came in, I could hear the kids as I played, another distraction.

When we reached the Sevenfold Amen at the end – another no-flute passage — I had had enough. I thought ahead of time what I would say to the children. When the piece ended, I put my flute on the stand and walked the few steps to the edge of the stage and toward them. I got the attention of the kids right away and said, “Please stop chattering while we are playing. It’s distracting.” I couldn’t see the kids very clearly because I had my single-vision band glasses on, but I could see that the older one, the boy, made an “Oh” motion with his mouth, as though he had not realized that the two of them were so loud and people were noticing. Just then I heard the announcer announcing the moment of silence for the Ukrainian dead and I zipped back to my seat.

There was no more noise from those two children after I spoke to them. Problem solved, I thought, plus I arguably had saved the moment of silence. I later estimated that the kids had been going on for at least ten minutes: probably at least two minutes during Fanfare, the nominal 8 minutes and 40 seconds of Songs of Grace, and perhaps 45 seconds between the end of Songs of Grace and my speaking to them.

We finished the concert and I was packing up my things to go when a woman whom I did not recognize suddenly descended on me and started shouting at me: “How dare you speak to my children! Don’t ever speak to my children again! Stay away from my children!” I muttered, “Get over yourself”, but I didn’t think she heard me because she was yelling as I said it. She did not ask me any questions or attempt to engage me in conversation, but continued to berate me: “I am a professional musician! My children are adopted and they have been through enough!” She said other things, but I all I can remember is her saying she would not attend our concerts again. I just sat there looking at the floor of the pavilion, waiting for her to run down. People in the band and in the audience were looking at us. As she finally started to move off, still yelling, I muttered, “It takes a village, lady”. I thought she might have heard that. Then it was over and I returned to packing up my things.

But about a minute later, a man I did recognize rushed at me from the back of the stage. He started shouting at me from about the middle of the stage. I can’t remember anything he said, but someone else in the band told me later that among other things he shouted, “Keep your hands off my babies!” Our director, Shaun Salem, stepped forward and, taking his shoulder, turned him toward the back of the stage and walked him back, speaking to him as he went – calming the man down, as I thought.

I was shaken at the double attack, but I finished getting my things together. As I went off the stage, nobody spoke to me. I know that when one person shouts at another in public, bystanders often blame the shoutee and not the shouter, as if they assumed that the shoutee must have done something for which to be shouted at. So I was afraid that everyone would think that I had done something to merit being railed at by the two. I was walking behind a new fellow flute player and her husband when I heard him ask her if she knew what all the shouting was about. She replied that she didn’t. I said to them, “I will tell you what it was about if you’re interested.” She coldly replied, “No”. So again I thought that people might be blaming me for the disturbance.

I was very shaken up and I had trouble sleeping that night and the next. The incident was all I could think about; I went over and over the sequence of events, wondering how such a firestorm of obloquy could have rained down on me. The man who shouted at me was Don Lordo, our accomplished timpanist. I realized that the woman was his wife, Beth Lordo, a pianist, and the children were theirs. I also realized that I had talked with the older child, the boy, at a concert in April. We had had a nice conversation about his having two musical parents and about what instruments he was interested in taking up. I encouraged him to become a musician because, as I told him, when you join a group such as a band, you join a family and you can belong to it your whole life. (How ironic: I did not realize that soon that would no longer be true for me.)

The next day I received a message from an old friend in the band, inquiring kindly how I was doing. This person expressed the opinion that the shouting reflected poorly on the band and that it must have been stressful for me. She asked me what the shouting was about, and I explained in a reply message. In a third message, she told me of others in the band who were also of the opinion that the shouting was embarrassing for the band. All this made me feel better.

I received another message the day after the concert, this time from the band director, Shaun. He said the following.

“I hope you are okay. I was unable to check on you in the chaos of breaking down the stage tonight before you left. I understand why you probably left as quickly as possible after the situation unfolded between you and the Lordo family tonight on stage. 

I was unsuccessful in my effort to mitigate or otherwise extinguish the flames of disagreement in the situation as it unfolded. I deeply regret that I could not help more to resolve this before it grew to become a clearly jolting experience for you and those of us on stage who witnessed it. 

I’m recommending that everyone involved in the situation that unfolded tonight document what happened to the very best of their recollection. I am doing so as well. 

The board will meet on Thursday night this week for their meeting, and this incident will likely be addressed. Dan is still the president of the band. The elected board members don’t begin their duties until after the first outdoor concert of the season, which is technically Memorial Day in our schedule, even if we have performed “indoor” works for the last two concerts at the Pavillion. 

I want you to be aware that board members will be addressing the matter exclusively. Neither Don Lordo (as a party to the incident) nor I (as a witness to the incident, and I’m not a member of the board anyway per the bylaws) will be involved in any of the board’s decision-making on this. This is exclusively being handled by the board per our understanding of their role in our organization.”

I thought that Shaun’s message was supportive and comforting towards me and did not appear to place blame on me at all. Shaun referred to Dan Young’s “still” being the president of the band because we had had elections just before the concert and we thus had a current board and a board-elect. Don Lordo – the man who shouted at me – was the president-elect. I noted particularly Shaun’s declaration that it was the board that was addressing the matter and that he himself was just a witness.

In response to Shaun’s message I sent a statement to Dan and the other board members recounting what I experienced at the concert and explaining why I had spoken to the children as I did. Here is what I said. (It does repeat my story of what happened that I related above, but the exact wording of my communication to the board may be important in interpreting subsequent events.)

“Shaun Salem told me that the band board is to be investigating the incident that occurred at the benefit for Ukrainians in Poland at Bissell Park and advised me to send you a memorandum documenting what occurred as I viewed it.

At the concert, during the couple of minutes that we were putting up our music for Songs of Grace and Glory (SGG) following Fanfare for the Common Man, I noticed that there were two children down on the grass near the stage, not near any adults, who were sort of wrestling with one another and chattering and calling loudly. This chattering continued as we began to play SGG.

Most of the flutes had many measures of rest for most of the beginning of the piece, so I could hear the kid noise very clearly. I considered standing up, taking a few steps toward them, and speaking to them, but I did not want to draw the audience’s attention during the piece. The noise continued throughout the piece and I could hear it much of the time even when I was playing myself. I concluded that the kids (1) would not be stopping any time soon and (2) since I could hear the noise, it could also be heard by the audience sitting near the kids. (The kids were sitting between the band and a chunk of the audience.) This noise was interfering with my playing and, I thought, probably also the nearby audience’s enjoyment of our music.

So after we finished with SGG, I stood up and walked a few steps toward the kids and I said the following: “Please stop chattering while we are playing. It’s distracting.” That is all. I did not use a loud or antagonistic tone. I did not think the kids took it to be hostile, although the sentiment was admonitory; the one I mainly saw, the boy, reacted with an expression of “Oh”, as thought he had not been aware previously that he and his sibling had been loud enough for people to notice. I rushed back to my seat immediately because Brent was announcing the moment of silence. So, I thought, problem solved because I did not hear them any more after that.

But then at the end of the concert, as I was packing up, a woman whom I did not recognize came up to me and started yelling at me in a loud voice. She told me I had no right to speak to her children and ordered me never to speak to her children again and to stay away from her children. I did not want to engage with her there on the stage. She kept yelling, saying that she was “a professional musician” and that her children were adopted and “had been through enough already”. She added that she would not be coming back to the band (I assumed she meant band concerts). As she moved around the back of my chair to leave, she kept on yelling and did not appear to hear me mutter, “It takes a village to raise a child”. When she finally left, I thought that that was the end of it.

As I continued to pack up my things, a man whom I recognized as Don Lordo suddenly came up to me aggressively, shouting as he approached, and ordered me not to speak to his children again. I think he also said something about upsetting his wife, but I could not be sure because I could not understand him very well – he was shouting so loudly that perhaps he was not enunciating very well. (I deduced at this point that the woman was Beth Lordo since Don Lordo clearly was her husband.) Shaun Salem moved in and persuaded Don Lordo to move away from me.

As I left, nobody in the band said anything to me about this incident; nobody asked me why the Lordos were yelling at me. I felt very alone in dealing with this. I was also bewildered, because my “offense”, if it could be considered an offense at all, seemed trivial compared to the response it elicited from the Lordos. Their reaction seems irrational to me. I have felt stunned and humiliated ever since this incident occurred and it is eating away at me.

I would like to make the following points. Ms. Lordo, when she came up to me, did not exchange any words with me that would have enraged her enough to respond with such anger – and at such a volume. On the contrary, she came out swinging, so to speak. She did not attempt to discuss anything at all, did not pause to let me reply to her, and did not ask what I was thinking or why I did what I did. Unlike the kids, her noise was conscious and deliberate and, it seemed to me, calculated to draw attention to herself and to me. Now, when anybody yells at anybody else, there is a tendency of bystanders to think that the yelled-at person must have done something to deserve the yelling. I fear that that is true in this case and that people will blame me for the disruption.

Mr. Lordo apparently took his cue from what Ms. Lordo said to him. He too did not ask me anything or seem to want any reply from me at all. Again, but even more since Mr. Lordo is a member of the band, I fear that people will think that it was my fault that he yelled at me.

Ms. Lordo’s assertions that she was a professional musician and that her kids were adopted and had suffered enough struck me as non sequiturs in the context of the event. Why was it relevant that she was a professional musician? Was she asserting that I was a lesser being because I am not a professional? Was she saying that if she could stand kid noise when she played, I should be able to? I would think that that would go the other way, that as a professional musician she would want her kids to behave at concerts and she would be correcting them if they weren’t. In this case, I would say, she should have been the one shushing them. As to her other assertion, I could not have known that they were adopted and had had hard lives, as any realistic person would realize. Still, how would that justify their making noise on and on?

I am not some old curmudgeon who hates kids. I submit the following examples. After the concert, I realized that I had had a nice little conversation with the Lordos’ boy at the Showcase Concert (where he and his sister behaved well). We talked about what instruments he was interested in playing and I encouraged him. I liked him. I did not recognize him at the benefit concert because I was wearing my band glasses, but even thinking he was a stranger I didn’t feel any animosity toward him for the noise. I have tutored many college and high school kids at Pellissippi State (my job for the past 12 years) and many high school and middle school kids privately, in addition to having something to do with special needs kids at my volunteer work during the last two years. Just this last week one autistic boy who doesn’t speak and who has not reacted to my presence much all school year came up to me and smiled and twined his fingers in mine. This was his way of saying that he liked me and we were friends. I have not seen him do this to anyone else, so it was very gratifying. In addition, I have raised two children myself. My conclusion from all my experience with kids is that if they make a lot of noise, it is usually not malicious (to disturb others on purpose), but just clueless. Thus if you “nudge” them to stop, they do, at least for a while until they forget. So I truly did think that a word to the wise to (as I now know) the Lordo kids would be helpful for me and the audience and for them.

I do believe that it takes a village to raise a child. In my young days, adults who were not relatives or teachers of kids often took it upon themselves to correct small instances of misbehavior by reproaching the kids and to correct significant instances of misbehavior by speaking to the parents or teachers of the kids. This was regarded as proper behavior because parents and teachers could not be everywhere. I think that this is still true today.

In conclusion, I think that the Lordos forgot where they were because they were too enraged to pay attention. But I did not forget where I was and what solemn activity we were engaged in; that is why I tried to quiet the children and why I refrained from engaging with the Lordos and defending myself. I hope that the board will pay particular attention to this point.”

I received a reply from ORCB President Dan Young inviting me to the board meeting at which the shouting incident was to be investigated. Here is what he said.

“Since we are in the process of transitioning to a new Board, I hope I have included all current and newly elected Board members. This meeting will be to review events surrounding the unfortunate ‘Scene’ that transpired at the most recent concert to benefit Ukrainian children, and which a number of members feel reflected poorly on the Band. Thank you in advance for your participation. Don and Beth Lordo have submitted written transcripts of the events. Don, as newly elected President of the Board, has chosen not to participate in this meeting. I have included Janet Westbrook on this meeting invitation and hope that she can be present. Thank you all.”

Subsequently, Dan sent me and the board members a message giving the agenda for the meeting, as follows.

AGENDA FOR MAY 12, 2022 BOARD MEETING

Opening Remarks – Dan Young                                            1 minute

Reading of Janet Westbrook’s testimony                               8 minutes

Addressing of Questions to Janet – Shaun Salem                 6 minutes

Time for Janet to make any statements or changes             3 minutes

Janet will be asked to exit the meeting

Shaun will address the board                                                  8 minutes

Board discussion and finalize deliberations for a vote          30 minutes

Board members vote                                                              2 minutes

Adjourn and move downstairs                                                2 minutes

                                                                                               60 minutes       

I was troubled by the fact that Shaun and not the board members would be asking me questions about what transpired at the concert. He had said that he was a witness and not a voting member of the board, so that seemed inconsistent with his being in the role of, apparently, a prosecutor. I showed the agenda to my husband, an organization-savvy veteran of the Department of Energy, and, unprompted by me, he pointed out the same thing. He warned me in a general way about what was going on with that, but I demurred; I didn’t think I was anything but a witness myself.

I attended the meeting, which was held on May 12, 2022. First, I was asked if I wanted to read my statement and I did; I had sent it to all the board members and I noticed that some seemed to be following along on their phones as I read it. I had to cut out two paragraphs (including the part about my not being a curmudgeon) because I was about to run out of my allotted 8 minutes. However, I did think I covered everything important.

Then Shaun began his questioning of me. He did not ask very many questions, but what there were almost all started out with “The Lordos’ statements say…..” This confused me, because it appeared that he was taking the Lordos’ statements as a baseline or assumed truth and I seemed to be expected to defend myself. He asked me if I had said, “Get over yourself, lady”; I readily admitted that I had, but added that I had left it out of my statement because since Mrs. Lordo was yelling at the time, she did not appear to have heard me and so I thought that my interjection was irrelevant.

He then asked me about two other things I was supposed to have said, but I do not believe I said. I don’t remember one of the two things he told me, but the other was that I replied “Good for them” to Mrs. Lordo when she told me her children were adopted and had had hard lives. I denied categorically that I had said either of those two things, in particular saying that I would never have said that about kids. Finally, he asked me If I had said, “It takes a village” and I agreed that I had said it. (It was in my statement, after all.) He also commented that Don Lordo said I acted “unprofessionally”; I don’t remember if I made any reply to that.

It did not occur to me later that although he was quoting from the Lordos’ statements, not all of what he said I was supposed to have said might have come from the Lordos; from later information, it appeared that statements were made by others, but the existence of any statements but the Lordos’ was not made known to me. Nobody else was quoted, even anonymously, to the best of my recollection.

I left the meeting after the questioning, as per the agenda. The meeting was taking place before rehearsal, so I went down to our rehearsal room. There was nobody else there at first, it being fairly early. I was very troubled by the tone of the meeting. So I played a couple of solo arrangements I kept in my folder, just to console myself. They were Allerseelen (by Richard Strauss) and Solveig’s Song (from Peer Gynt, by Edvard Grieg). These are not exactly happy pieces, but they matched my mood. A few people came in and I switched to playing some old marches from one of our march books; at one point someone was humming along with me. Finally, as more people arrived and it was almost time for Shaun to appear to tune up the band, I began to run though our pieces for the upcoming Memorial Day concert.

Just before the tuning was to start, Dan, the board president came up to me and asked if he could speak to me privately. He then told me that the board had voted to suspend me from the band for the summer. I was astonished because I had no idea that I was at risk of such a thing. I exclaimed, “Why?? It’s not fair!” Dan replied, “See, that’s why, because you won’t admit that what you did was wrong.” I tried to get him to specify just what I did and why it was wrong, but he would not address that. I asked him if Don Lordo had also been suspended from the band, but he would not tell me. Dan added pointedly that in the fall, the board was going to have a “code of conduct” that every member would have to agree to and sign.

In a state of shock, I began to pack up my stuff. The flutist who always sat beside me asked why I was leaving. I told her that I had been kicked out of the band. She seemed very surprised (she had not been at the Unity Concert) and she said she was sorry. I said bitterly that I could always write about on my blog. Others saw me get up and leave and I am sure that from my face they could see that I was very upset.

I drove home in a daze. It was probably not safe for me to be driving in that state, but I did not realize that when I drove out of the parking lot. I felt as if I had been stabbed in the heart. I did not understand what it was that I had done. Was it shushing the children? Was it being rude to Mrs. Lordo? I couldn’t imagine what I could have done to receive such an extreme punishment. When I got home, I told my husband what had happened and I admitted that his apprehensions about the prosecutorial nature of Shaun’s role were true.

I didn’t sleep well that night, or any night for days afterward. I spent every day miserable, obsessively mining my memory for clues as to how this catastrophe had come to pass. The band member who had sympathized with me earlier now sent me a message of support and asked me how I was doing. I replied:

“I am not doing well at all, being bewildered at why I am being punished. I feel poleaxed. I try to work Sudoku and I keep making stupid mistakes because I can’t focus; I have trouble finishing a crossword puzzle. I should be shopping for shoes, underwear, and yarn on the Internet but I cannot make decisions as to what to buy – I just keep clicking on the products I am interested in without ever choosing any. I usually make cookies when I host a meeting but yesterday, when I hosted a meeting of my cactus club, I got out the ingredients for brownies and just stood there. I finally got out a package of cookies that my husband had bought to take to my son and his family and put that out instead.

I had trouble getting the agenda together for my [club] meeting yesterday, but we stumbled through it. All of the people are my friends, so I told them about what happened at the concert. They were squarely on my side. Well, they heard only my side of the story. Still, two of them were musicians (a church choir and Choral Society singer and an organist) and had similar stories of being distracted by kid noise and movement while they were performing. The singer had even made a comment once to a third party, who repeated it to the parents, who complained to the minister, who smoothed things over by having the parties meet and talk – the way you would expect things to be handled in groups of people thrown together routinely over years. Another club member, an elementary school teacher with almost 40 years of experience, uncharacteristically complained of how some parents went overboard in defending their young. He is loved wherever he goes by young and old alike and is famously even-tempered, but he nevertheless had had his share of parental storms visited on him. I appreciated my friends’ “validating my reality”, but still, there was only limited comfort because there is nothing I can do to get back my band membership and even more, my reputation.

I am composing a final message to the board members to ask for some clarifications and I hope to understand things better if the board replies. But I do not think I will ever come back to the ORCB: how could I ever hold my head up there again after this? Band is spoiled for me now and I can never think of it in the same way. Almost 30 years of having a band home and now it is gone. It is just crushing me.”

As I mentioned to my friend, my pals in the cactus club were patient in supporting me and in comforting me later. One of them urged me to see a lawyer – my getting thrown out for shushing children is incomprehensible to her — but having been involved in several legal affairs, notably my whistleblower case, I am now allergic to lawsuits.

I also addressed people in my second band (which includes four people who are in both bands and who all played in the Unity Concert) and they were also supportive. Several people expressed contempt for the idea that one should not shush children and somebody muttered, “Little snowflakes”. One of them who played in the Unity Concert said that he had heard Don Lordo shouting, “Keep your hands off my babies!” Because Don had set out some electronics equipment, presumably for recording the concert, the player assumed that Don was referring to his electronics devices; he had no idea that Don was referring to actual children. I also received a message of support from a band board member who had voted not to suspend me and who was concerned for my subsequent welfare.

I had an insight about the claim that I had said “Good for them” when Mrs. Lordo yelled that here children were adopted and things had been hard for them. At the band board meeting I had denied saying that because I did not (and do not) believe that I said that. Several days after the meeting, I was reading an obituary in the newspaper, describing someone who had lived a productive and intereresting life and I exclaimed (to the dead person) “Good for you!” After my cactus club meeting a friend told me how he had dissuaded a person from buying a succulent to put in a light-inappropriate place that would condemn it to certain death and again I found myself exclaiming to him, “Good for you!”. It dawned on me that when I use “Good for you” or “Good for him (or them)”, it is always in a positive, affirmative way. I have used it several times since then, always without thinking before I did it, and it was in fact always in a positive context. When I want to say something sarcastic along those lines, I always say, “How nice for you” as Miss Manners taught us to do. The point here is that it is not credible, psychologically, that I would have said “Good for them” in response to Mrs. Lordo.

I prepared a final message for the board, asking them for clarification of why I was kicked out, as follows.

“As you know, I appeared before the Oak Ridge Community Band board on Thursday, May 12 to offer a statement as to what I experienced during and after the concert in Bissell Park on Saturday, May 7. In brief, my statement said that I shushed some children who had been making noise for some time; that a woman I now know to be Mrs. Lordo came up to me after the performance and yelled at me at length; and that Mr. Lordo came up to me a few minutes after she left and shouted at me until Shaun Salem led him away.

Following the band board meeting, while I was waiting for rehearsal to start, Dan Young told me that I was suspended from the Oak Ridge Community Band for the summer. I was astounded, having no idea whatsoever that my membership in the band was at risk in any way. I exclaimed to him, “Why? That’s not fair!” Dan replied, “See, that’s why” and added, “Because you don’t accept that what you did was wrong” (or words to that effect). I tried to get him to tell me more, but that seemed to be all he would say. When I further asked whether Don Lordo, as a member of the band, had been suspended as well, Dan was evasive and refused to answer. He also said that in the fall, the board would be producing a code of conduct statement that every band member would be required to sign in order to be allowed to play in the band; he gave no details about what that statement might contain or how it would be applicable to the incident at Bissell Park. I asked him when the suspension started and he replied that it was immediate. So I had to pack up my stuff and go, leaving everybody to stare at me and wonder why I was not staying for rehearsal.

All of this just dumbfounded me because I do not understand why I am being punished. I request that you provide me with clarification, as follows.

1)   In fairness, please provide me with a detailed statement as to what specific action(s) of mine occasioned the suspension. Was it shushing the children? Was it something I said to Mrs. Lordo? Was something else I am not aware of as an issue?

(Or didn’t say – remember I admitted that I said “Get over yourself” early in Mrs. Lordo’s tirade and “It takes a village, lady” near the end of it, but not anything else.)

2)   In fairness, please provide me with copies of the Lordos’ statements and also the statement of every other person who made a statement as a witness to the events.

I was not provided with a copy of their statements before or at the meeting and I was not told if anybody else had made a statement. The Lordos’ statements seemed to be the standard against which my statement was compared and the Lordos were not present at the meeting, so I wonder if their statements were taken at face value and not questioned at all.

3)   In fairness, please clarify the role of Shaun Salem at the meeting.

 The first indication I had of the band board meeting was when Shaun sent me an E-mail message saying that it would be taking place and asking me to submit a statement to Dan Young. He stated the following:

 “Neither Don Lordo (as a party to the incident) nor I (as a witness to the incident, and I’m not a member of the board anyway per the bylaws) will be involved in any of the board’s decision-making on this. This is exclusively being handled by the board per our understanding of their role in our organization.”

 Thus it startled me to read in a subsequent E-mail message from Dan Young that Shaun would be asking me questions, instead of a member of the board; my husband, looking at the meeting agenda, remarked that this seemed to put Shaun in the role of prosecutor. I think that his being the one to put questions to me was a conflict of interest, especially if Shaun himself came up with the questions and/or if he is considered to be a friend of Mr. Lordo.

4)   In fairness, please provide me with the minutes of the band board meeting so that I can understand the process that was followed.

5)   In fairness, please tell me what the band at large was told about the meeting: what causes were identified for the incident, what the board determined was an appropriate response, and what the sanctions were. If nothing was announced to the band as a whole, a member might ask why I was suspended; please tell me what the board or Shaun is going to tell him or her.

I am especially concerned about what the band was told, if anything, about my involvement and about the reason for my being suspended from band. As I am sure you can appreciate, I am concerned for my reputation and the possible imputation to me of things I didn’t say or do.

I would also like clarification of a few more things. First, Dan in essence said that it was my attitude that the board found exceptionable, i.e., not what I did but what I said about it later. I am troubled by the idea that it was my attitude toward what occurred, and not necessarily anything I actually did, that caused my banishment from the band.

Second, by his saying that I didn’t accept that what I did was wrong (whatever it was), Dan implied that I should have taken responsibility in some way. But I was not informed, by E-mail or at the meeting, that I was being blamed, nor was I presented with any bill of particulars as to the action(s) the board was blaming me for. No one ever counseled or advised me before the meeting about my belief that I was in the right. Nobody indicated to me that it was going to be “that kind” of meeting, i.e., one where for which one person was the defendant. So I think that my present bewilderment should be understandable. Also, I was not asked to give an apology at any time, so I can’t really be faulted for that. I must point out to you that trying and convicting people on charges that they aren’t informed about is a characteristic of secret tribunals. I find it hard to believe that secrecy was the board’s intent – perhaps the informational step was merely overlooked – but as you can see, the effect is that I did not have a fair shot at defending myself. But again, I did not think during the board meeting that that was what I was having to do – I thought I was participating only as a witness.

Finally, I am upset by the fact that I was kicked out of the band, which seems far out of proportion to anything I did. It seems to be a draconian punishment for whatever offense I committed. I am also upset that the Lordos as far as I know have not been sanctioned at all. It was they, after all, who created the disturbance by yelling. Surely my offense, if offense it was, was pretty trivial; surely their response was far out of proportion to what I did. So what the board is saying, in effect, is that creating a scene in a public place, by loudly and aggressively berating someone, is justifiable if you think you were provoked. I do not think that most people would agree with that proposition.

In conclusion, I have been in the Oak Ridge Community Band for almost 30 years; I would put my attendance record up against anyone’s. Yet this long history of being in the band and of the band counted for nothing, apparently. I will not be returning to the band even in the fall – how could I face people after this humiliation and how could I put myself at the mercy of band leaders whose judgment I have to question, including that of President-Elect Lordo? Band is spoiled for me now and I do not believe I would ever feel comfortable there again. It is just crushing me that I am losing my band home and family – and I don’t understand why. I think that Doc must be rolling in his grave.”

The reference to “Doc” at the end was to Steve “Doc” Combs, our late founding director. He was a genial man and gifted conductor, who raised the Oak Ridge Community Band to a high level of performance. In his band, everybody was welcome, the tone was very low key, and there did not seem to be any fights over turf or hissy fits. I respected him so much that I wrote a poem about him called “The Band Director” and read it at his retirement concert; I think he treasured it because his daughters told me at his funeral that he put it in his scrapbook. The incident at Bissell Park would never have occurred on his watch, for sure.

I hoped that this would elicit some more information about what the band board was thinking. It did not yield the return I had hoped for, but it did get a strong reaction from Dan and Shaun. Here is the reply from Dan, in which he washes his hands of the matter:

“I don’t intend to address the accusations in Janet’s letter. I am done with this issue. I completely agree with Police Chief Smith that no band member had any business admonishing children not to play, noisily or otherwise, in a public space. The inappropriateness of Janet’s behavior and her refusal to show any contrition for her behavior are astounding to me. I stand behind the way I conducted her dismissal from rehearsal and subsequent performances. I did not sign up to be Seargent-at-Arms, or Head Bouncer or any such nonsense. If she chooses to not come back, that is her decision. I feel the board showed leniency in suspending her from only the summer concert series.”

Although Dan spoke of me in the third person in this message and he was addressing Shaun and the band board, I was actually the addressee for this message and Shaun and the board were on the cc line. Dan‘s stating that my behavior was inappropriate and that the board showed leniency told me all I needed to know about his view of the whole matter. But he still did not identify just what behavior he meant: again, shushing the children? The way I spoke (or allegedly spoke) to Mrs. Lordo? Or something else?

Dan’s mention of Oak Ridge Police Chief Robin Smith was puzzling. How did he come into this? I wondered if perhaps Chief Smith was present at the concert, had come up to the stage when he heard the commotion, and then just weighed in or responded when someone (who?) asked his opinion. Or – alarming thought – did someone consult him later about the matter, in case there was some grounds for arresting somebody? I suppose I will never find out, but it was amazing to me that Chief Smith should have made the statement that, as Dan said, “no band member had any business admonishing children not to play, noisily or not”. If Chief Smith actually said that, what does that say about his judgment?

Dan’s obvious exasperation in having to deal with the incident any more was explained by Shaun’s message, given below.

“I write in response to you [Janet] in the interest of being transparent and forthcoming. There’s nothing to hide from here. New board members are now in office. They may have an official position to offer in response to you at a later date. 

This is my reply, not an “official” email the board is asking me to send, and if my reply doesn’t answer your questions on this matter, perhaps the newly elected board can do so for you at a later time. 

Let’s be clear that Dan has spoken for himself in reply to your email. Dan served for an additional week to oversee the investigation of the incident on stage in Don’s place. Don abstained from the meeting of his own accord, citing a professional obligation not to be involved in the decision of the board on this issue as a party to the incident.

Dan Young is no longer serving as president of the board. Don Lordo was reprimanded by Dan Young for his conduct on stage and it was documented accordingly. Don Lordo is now board president of the ORCB for as long as he is willing to serve this need.

You questioned my role in the board meeting.

My role as director was to investigate the incident on Saturday, May 7th, 2022, collect statements from the parties and witnesses of the incident, and to seek clarification of information by asking questions if needed. If that elevates my role to that of a prosecutor, then that characterization will have to suffice.

Your confidential statement to the board was reviewed by myself and every board member. These statements will remain confidential and will not be shared with anyone who doesn’t serve on the board. You will not have access to these statements, for confidentiality, unless you are elected to the board by the membership.

Don Lordo did not see your statement prior to your appearance at the board meeting. That was both his decision and ours as an organization to ensure as much impartiality as possible in the outcome of the decision. 

You were involved (as a party to the incident). You were not “a witness” to it. Please refer to my email to you where I clearly explained that to you:

“I’m recommending that everyone involved in the situation that unfolded tonight document what happened to the very best of their recollection.”

In your statement, you acknowledge your decision to approach children on stage and admonish them was your own, that you weren’t instructed to do so by anyone else. You acknowledge this action provoked the parents of these children to publicly confront you on stage after the concert. Whether you believe that it was an overreaction or not on their part was not for you to decide. That was for the board to consider in making a determination on a totality of the information available to them.

Upon gathering all statements, there were glaring discrepancies in your account of the incident and that of the Lordo’s [sic]. In questioning you about the discrepancies, you were given every opportunity to clarify them. No question asked of you led you to answer in any specific way. You were given the discrepancy between statements and offered the opportunity to respond, which you did.

One detail that was recognized as problematic in your statement concerns how you spoke to the children:

“I did not use a loud or antagonistic tone. I did not think the kids took it to be hostile, although the sentiment was admonitory; the one I mainly saw, the boy, reacted with an expression of “Oh”, as thought [sic] he had not been aware previously that he and his sibling had been loud enough for people to notice.”

Following the board meeting, I learned that one of our members witnessed how you spoke to the children and disputed your account. They were seated behind you on stage and witnessed your admonishment. You were not kind to the children you admonished on stage. These children were humiliated in front of a crowd of strangers they didn’t know by a member of our band and in full view of the public.

In concluding your statement to the board when Dan offered you more time, you said, “I wanted them (the children) to just shut up.” That was the last thing you said to the board before you left the meeting. 

What troubles me most of all in this investigation, that even upon reflection of the incident and your awareness that publicly admonishing children might lead some to blame you for the incident, you still consider that your behavior on stage was in keeping with the best practices of professional musicians. Your concern was that being yelled at would lead to blame, according to your account, not that publicly humiliating children from the stage would be a factor in the board’s decision. 

You had every opportunity to consider your own conduct on stage, you clearly considered the possibility your conduct might be questioned by the board, and you were given every opportunity to amend your statement before, during, and after questioning. 

No director or board member on Earth should be responsible for correcting you on how to conduct yourself professionally on stage. You’re the only person responsible for your decorum on stage, and you when you stood during our program to admonish children in the audience, you bear the full weight of that decision. Any child or audience member. It didn’t have to be the Lordo’s children for this consequence to be considered. 

It’s my understanding that this isn’t the first time you have been reprimanded for unprofessional conduct. Before I was ORCB Director, you stood on stage and told audience members to be quiet during a concert. I know about this from another director who was in the audience and was there to witness it, as well as members of our own band who confirmed that happened years before my tenure began. It should not surprise you to be suspended for this conduct on stage. You were reprimanded for it then. It was unprofessional then. It’s still unprofessional today. 

Upon concluding the investigation for the board, I made a recommendation to the board based on the information gathered in the investigation of the incident. After my recommendation was read to the board for the meeting, my role ended, and I was dismissed from the meeting by the board. 

As I told you in my email, I wouldn’t be involved in the finding of the board. After the board excused me, they deliberated for the remainder of the meeting, reviewed the totality of the statements given including statements of the parties AND the witnesses that were emailed to the band’s account and forwarded to Dan Young, and then reviewed my recommendation as director. 

Your suspension for the summer was chosen by the board members. My recommendation was for one full year. The board was more lenient, and I suspect the primary reason for that is your loyalty to the band. Honestly, your loyalty to the ORCB is why I recommended suspension for a year instead of making it permanent. 30 years of commitment kept future membership prospects on the table, if only for the sake of honoring Doc’s belief in you. 

Your dismissal from rehearsal last week was not announced to the membership before, during, or after rehearsal. Section leaders, board members, and I will be the ones who know. If word travels, it isn’t within my power to prevent it. Musicians in our area may ultimately know you’re not playing with us this summer, hopefully without knowing the reason why. That can’t be helped. We aren’t responsible for preventing rumors, but we’ll make a reasonable effort to prevent rumors within the organization whenever possible. 

I sympathize with your feeling of embarrassment. I don’t wish that on anyone, Janet. Actions have an unfortunate consequence of speaking louder than words. I hope you’ll consider actions in the future that speak louder than the actions you displayed on stage with us on Saturday, May 7th, 2022. Dan urged compassion throughout this meeting. I am being as compassionate as I can possibly be in replying to the email you sent to me and the board members you copied. It brings me no joy to write it, and I’m sure it brings you no joy to read it. 

The board’s suspension period ends after Labor Day. Whether you decide at that time to return or not, a code of ethics will be drafted as a result of this incident and will likely be in effect at that time. I encourage you to carefully consider the public humiliation our audience members and musicians will need to overcome before you ever share the stage with us again in the future. You can expect to be questioned about this incident again in the future should you decide to return. There is no water under the bridge on this issue. We will be vigilant in our efforts to promote a family-friendly experience for our members and community. “

I was stunned by the anger and hostility that Shaun showed in most of this message, so different from his first message to me after the Unity Concert. He said that he was not asked by the board to reply to my message requesting clarification, but in fact he was the only one who replied – not Dan, because he refused to address my message, and not any other member of the board. So in effect, Shaun made the official reply to my request.

In contrast to Shaun’s earlier message in which he said that the new board would take office after Memorial Day (May 30, 2022), he was now saying that Dan “served for an additional week” because Don Lordo had to recuse himself, a confusing discrepancy. Shaun said in his earlier message that the board was handling the matter, but then in this message he said that his role “as director” was to “investigate” the matter and turn over the results to the board. Why he was the one to “investigate” was unclear to me: I don’t think that that is in the band bylaws. So I don’t know if the board asked him to investigate or if he took it upon himself to do so. I do have a concern that Shaun and Don Lordo are friends (both percussionists who I think have played together in the past) and that thus it might be considered a conflict of interest for him to investigate an incident involving Don.

Shaun said that all statements would remain confidential and that I would never see them unless I became a member of the board. He added that Don did not see my statement prior to my appearance at the board meeting and that it was partly Don’s decision, but I was not afforded the opportunity to make that choice myself about seeing Don’s and his wife’s statements. Shaun said that the decision not to disclose statements was “ours as an organization” – but what organization, what is “ours”? If it was the band board, then why is Shaun saying “we”  since he said in his earlier statement that he is not a member of the board? Is this in the bylaws, or was it voted on as a decision by the whole board? This is unclear to me. In any case, I never received anything in writing from the band board that stated that I was being suspended and why and under what conditions I would be taken back in the fall; it was all oral.

Shaun rebuked me for describing myself as a witness to the incident, claiming that I was a party to it. I was supposed to have inferred that from his stating that I was “involved in the situation”. Well, from watching a lot of true and fictional crime programs, I have seen that to the police one is either a perp (actual or potential) or one is a witness, hence my confusion. Besides, I was not the one doing the yelling, which was what made it an “incident” (per Shaun) and a “scene” (per Dan).

Getting into the nitty-gritty, Shaun said that in my statement I acknowledged that my decision to approach “children on stage” and admonish them was my own; that is true (although I think “admonish” is too strong considering the words I did say, which included the word “please”).  But then Shaun said that I acknowledged that my speaking to the children “provoked the parents of these children to publicly confront you on stage after the concert”. I did not acknowledge that, in the sense that I believe that their reaction was hugely out of proportion to my speaking to the kids and so I did not “cause” them to make a scene. Shaun said that whether it was an overreaction was not for me to decide, but I think that it is a matter for everyone in the band, not just Shaun and the board, to consider; indeed, I hope that everyone who reads this will think about what Shaun is contending here. This is a matter of plain common sense regarding proper behavior in public.

Shaun said that “there were glaring discrepancies in [my] account of the incident and that of the Lordo’s” (sic) and that in his questioning me about the discrepancies I was given “every opportunity” to clarify them. Here he is implying, as he did during the meeting, that the Lordos’ statement was the truth and I had to defend myself with regard to any discrepancies, i.e. , I had to prove they were wrong and I was right without being able to see what they said.

Shaun said that following the meeting – not during the meeting and so inferentially not before the vote – that “one of our members” witnessed how you spoke to the children and disputed my account. Again, it is as though that person’s statement was taken as true and anything I said differently was false. But it is interesting that this is being adduced now as proof that I was “not kind”. I was in fact kind; nobody has suggested I used any words other than the ones I declared that I said, i.e., “Please stop chattering while we are playing. It’s distracting.” How are those words humiliating to children? How could I possibly have uttered them in a way that would have humiliated the children? In addition, I don’t have a loud voice (I am a small, 72-year-old woman) and I tried to pitch it so that it would carry only to the children and no farther. Since my back was to most of the band when I spoke and I had moved toward the edge of the band as well as the edge of the stage, I think that only 3-4 band members could have heard me and likely no audience members (since the latter were sitting several yards beyond the children). Nobody in the audience seemed to notice me, in fact; I could not see any crowd faces turned toward me as I spoke except for the kids’. So I do not believe that the children were “humiliated in front of a crowd of strangers”. This statement of Shaun’s was, I felt, not only unfair but untrue.

I don’t remember saying to the board as I left that I just wanted the children to shut up, but I don’t deny it. However, how was that insulting to the parents or children? It was simply a statement of how the children’s noise had gotten to me.

Shaun said that what troubled him most was that I was aware that “publicly admonishing children might lead some to blame you for the incident”; I did not think or say any such thing. What I thought was that people shouting at me – for whatever reason – might lead some to blame me, not my shushing the children. This is a fundamental misunderstanding by Shaun of what I said. Shaun makes it clear in this message that he did in fact blame me for provoking the shouting and that I was thus to blame for everything that occurred.

Also, I never said that my behavior “was in keeping with the best practices of professional musicians”. Whenever people use “professionalism” in speaking of amateur organizations, I inwardly roll my eyes: we aren’t professionals, people! We amateurs never committed to adopting the best practices of professional musicians, whatever those are; we simply strive to play well and make the audience happy. Is there some manual on that that we should have read? If opera star Jon Vickers and Broadway star Patti Lupone (and others we could cite) shushed people from stage, doesn’t the “best practices” contention go out the door? I have never heard – and I would bet that nearly all my fellow musicians have never heard – that it is not professional to shush people from the stage, when those people are making noise that disturbs the performer(s) and the audience. As my sister put it, some people treat a performance as background music for their personal conversations, as though it were a restaurant and not something that their fellow audience members paid to hear. So I would think that shushing often comes as a relief to performers and audience alike.

Shaun reproached me for being concerned that “being yelled at would lead to blame” rather than that “publicly humiliating children from the stage” would be considered by the board. As I thought I had made clear at the meeting, I did not humilate the children publicly. That point seems to be something that was brought up after I left the meeting, because nobody said or suggested during the questioning that I had humiliated the children; in fact, I think that perhaps this contention was thought up after the meeting because what the questioning during the meeting seemed to be about was merely shushing children, not the effect on the children. If the Lordos claimed that I had crushed their kids’s spirits, that was not stated.

In his message, Shaun said rather hyperbolically that “No director or board member on Earth should be responsible for correcting you on how to conduct yourself professionally on stage”. This is at odds with how he lectured me in his message about proper behavior and with how the band board tried to correct my behavior by kicking me out. And again, why was I expected to conduct myself “professionally” rather than just to conduct myself well in a general sense? Because Shaun contended that I was once reprimanded for unprofessional conduct (see below for my response to that), I will relate an instance of Shaun’s own conduct that was arguably unprofessional (and he is a professional).

This instance occurred a couple of years ago at the last rehearsal before a concert, while we were playing a medley piece that had a break between two of the songs in the medley. Shaun wanted to conduct the entry into the second song in a flashy way, with no prep beat to guide us in, but we kept missing it, time after time. Finally, I spoke up and made a suggestion on how to cue us for our entry. Someone in the sax section seconded me, saying “Janet has a point”.  For a moment, Shaun just stood there staring down at his score. Then all of a sudden he started to shout at me, something like this: “So you think you could do it better?” He stepped off the podium and faced me and said something like this: “You want to conduct?” His face was angry and so was his tone. The whole band was quiet. I just looked down at the floor and did not reply. After a moment he got back up and resumed the rehearsal – conducting the reentry the same way he did before.

After several more tries, we did get the entry right, but I think that that was because the people who were not getting it just dropped out until some time in the next full measure. At this rehearsal, there was a person who was not a band member but who was filling in on an instrument just for this concert as a favor to the band. She is a friend of mine and she told me later that when she saw how Shaun behaved, she nearly packed up her stuff and left. Others told me later that they were disturbed by Shaun’s petulant and unseemly outburst; as one person put it, I hadn’t said anything insulting and I was trying to help the situation. Shaun, of course, was not reprimanded for this and he never apologized to me for it. I would bet that nobody dared to bring it up with him.

In addition, a couple of weeks before the Unity Concert one large section was having trouble knowing where to come in, given that at the start of the piece Shaun was not directing the measures but allowing the solo player(s) to play the introductory measures at will. Shaun had told us that he would start beating time at such-and-such a measure, but still that section was having trouble settling on where to come in. Finally the leader of the section told Shaun firmly that what his section needed was Shaun’s directing every beat of every measure from the start. Now, this leader is a very senior member of the band (he was there when I started) and he is a highly educated and reserved person who never seems to complain. So I thought that on this rare occasion of his speaking up Shaun would take his comment very seriously. Shaun just stared down at his score, as he had when I made my comment a couple of years earlier, and then said stiffly that he would think about it. After we had worked on the piece a little while longer and were about to go to the next piece, Shaun said in a very deliberate manner, not looking at the section leader, that he was not going to direct every beat, but was going to start beating at the same measure he had been beating all along. I thought that this was a pointed rebuke of the leader.

At the next rehearsal I offered sympathy to the section leader, saying that I thought his suggestion, made in good faith and for the good of the performance,  was appropriate. He seemed surprised and a little bemused, but smiled in what I hoped was appreciation of my support.

I hope the reader will take these two incidents into consideration as I discuss the next part of Shaun’s message. He shocked me by saying that I was once reprimanded for unprofessional conduct, that I “stood on stage and told audience members to be quiet during a concert”. He said he heard about this from another director who was in the audience as well as from “members of our own band”. Shaun contended that it should not surprise me to be suspended for that same conduct now and said, “It was unprofessional then. It’s still unprofessional today.” Well, I absolutely do not remember any such thing. I have a vague memory of putting my fingers to my lips to quiet some noisy people, who I think did see me and did quiet down. But I do not believe that I received a reprimand for it – because reprimands sting and you never, ever forget them. So I believe that I would have remembered if anybody had reprimanded me for that. I think that the director referred to is our former conductor, Dale Pendley. With all due respect to Dale, I would not trust his memory on this. There is also the possibility that Shaun took what Dale said and made it into more than it was. Also, if Dale spoke to me and not to the band at large, why would any other “members of our own band” know about it and remember it? So this contention of Shaun’s seems very odd to me.

That said, I do remember receiving two reprimands during my time in the Oak Ridge Community Band. I will relate them below for the benefit of my readers’ understanding of how the band works, especially in what you might call the category of privileged characters.

The first time was during the tenure of Shaun’s predecessor, Dale; this was the only reprimand I remember during Dale’s time. This came from Dale himself and I believe that the band board was not involved. (I seem to recall that he handed it to me in writing, but I can’t find it in my files.) My beloved first husband Jim Stevenson was alive then; he was a music lover (played classical guitar and even listened to the opera on NPR) and he attended most of our concerts. After each concert, I would ask him what he liked and disliked. After one concert, he told me that he really liked Piece A but that on Piece B, the timpani was too loud over a long period and you couldn’t hear the other instruments. During the first rehearsal after the concert, when Dale and members of the band were offering comments about that performance (many of them from audience members), I repeated Jim’s comments, noting that they came from an audience member and were just being passed on by me. At the next rehearsal, I heard that the timpanist had quit the band in a huff because he felt that he had been defamed, musically speaking.

Now, I had known this man professionally for a long time; we were both in the radiation protection field. We were friendly and talked at meetings of our professional society. He was a famously tetchy person in that world, especially with regard to some software that his company had produced. I had had a conversation with him about that after the newspaper had interviewed both him and someone who disagreed with him about, I think, the practicality and efficacy of the software and he got very huffy about it. His anger was not directed at me, but I did see that he could get very defensive about things that he produced in the way of work. I had no idea that this extended to his timpani playing, however; in fact, when I passed along my husband’s comments, I did not even know which of our percussionists had played the timpani on that piece and so I was not criticizing any particular person. (In fact, part of the responsibility for setting the volume of play from moment to moment is the conductor’s, so Dale would have had to share the blame, except that the timpanist was also famous for not watching the conductor. Sometimes when Dale directed us to a stop, he would keep on playing, sometimes for two measures.)

The informant who told me that the timpanist had quit the band spoke of the timpanist scornfully as a thin-skinned diva and pointed out to me that I was only passing on audience comments, not offering them as my own opinion. Other members of the band said the same to me; nobody seemed to sympathize with the timpanist at all. So I was astounded a couple of rehearsals later when Dale came up to me and handed me a reprimand for criticizing a fellow member of the band. I defended myself to him, especially noting that I had not named names. But in his usual manner – avoiding confrontation – Dale just hemmed and hawed. I realized that the reprimand might have been the price Dale paid for getting the timpanist to come back to the band: a competent timpanist is hard to find and he didn’t want to lose the one he had, while I was just a dime-a-dozen flutist.

I thought about quitting the band myself, but then….no. Here’s what I did do. I liked the timpanist still and I didn’t want things to be weird between us in the future. I knew that he could not shrug off the perceived criticism of his performance the way most other people could. So I did not try any further to change Dale’s mind, but mended fences myself. After the timpanist came back to the band, I went up to him before rehearsal started and told him that I was sorry that my remark upset him. I did not say that my husband’s comment was wrong or that I was wrong to say it in front of everybody, but simply addressed myself to the right place: his hurt feelings. He was glad that I had approached him and we hugged. He also told me that my comment was not the only negative feedback he had received (about his performance or his work, I don’t know), so it seemed that my comment was just the straw that broke the camel’s back. His mother had also died very recently, so his nerves were on the ragged edge. He said that the one who really persuaded him to come back was a fellow percussionist, not so much Dale (but of course Dale’s appeal also counted). After that, things weren’t weird and he stayed with the band a long time. To me, he was worth my making the effort to appease him.

The other reprimand I received was during, I think, the first year that Shaun was our conductor. At one concert, we had just finished playing a piece with multiple solo passages, the most important being for a cornet. For some reason, Shaun himself (rather than an announcer) was naming the soloists and having them stand. But he forgot the cornet soloist, Noah Spitzer. He turned back to the band, so I knew he wasn’t going to mention Noah. Since I was sitting in the front row near him, I whispered something like “Don’t forget Noah”. He stood there staring in front of him and then just picked up his baton to signal that we were about to play the next piece. I offered sympathy to Noah after the concert for being overlooked, but like the good sport he is, Noah just shrugged.

At the next rehearsal, Dan Young (president of the band board) came up to me and told me that I was being reprimanded. He said that in speaking to Shaun, I had broken his concentration as he was focussing on the next piece. Consequently, I was to refrain from speaking to Shaun when he was at the podium during a concert. This was amazing to me: Doc and Dale would have welcomed somebody’s prompting them to recognize a soloist and in any case they never seemed annoyed if one or more of us spoke to them for any reason between pieces as they stood at the podium. So I thought that this was just Shaun getting back at me for, in effect, pointing out his error. As the reader may realize from the anecdotes I have related above, Shaun is very touchy about anything that seems to him to be criticism.

Now, getting back to Shaun’s clarification message, Shaun stated that he made a recommendation to the board: he wanted me to be kicked out for an entire year and in fact his recommendation would have been for forever had it not been for my almost 30 years in the band. He said he thought the band board had chosen a suspension of only the summer, instead of his recommended year, because of my long tenure. I was aghast that he would even consider recommending that I be permanently banned from the band – why on earth, I asked myself, would he even think that that was appropriate under the circumstances? I was upset that he invoked the memory of Doc (“honoring Doc’s belief in you”) – I don’t think that he knew Doc very well, if at all, and he surely could not have any idea what Doc thought about me. It was as though he was using the idea of Doc condescendingly.

Shaun reiterated that he was not involved in the board’s decision, but I thought that that was improbable given what I knew of the way he and the board had interacted in the past. For example, early on in Shaun’s tenure I complained to the board that Shaun’s unilateral decision to change the rehearsal period from 1.5 to 2 hours should have been voted on by the band. He had also changing the rehearsal night from Thursday to Friday one week so that he could play in another band’s concert – all of us shifting our schedules to accommodate his. The board not only upheld his authority to change all rehearsals at will (even), several of them sent him gushing messages of support, on which I was copied. We have all heard that a good district attorney can get a grand jury to indict a ham sandwich; I thought an analogous thing about Shaun and the board and I viewed them as basically a rubber stamp for his decisions. So it seems to me that in considering the Unity Concert incident they gave great weight to his comments about my lack of professionalism and about what constitutes professionalism; about the gravity of what I did and about the gravity of what the Lordos did; and about what the appropriate corrective measures would be.

Shaun said that my dismissal from rehearsal was not announced to the membership and that only Shaun, board members, and section leaders would be told. I did not understand why all the section leaders needed to know. If the dismissal was on a need-to-know basis, why would even my section leader need to know? All she would have to be told was that I had left the band for a while. Shaun said that if people knew I wasn’t playing in the band, they “hopefully” would not know the reason why. Of course, this indicates that he thought that I should be ashamed of what occurred.

Shaun then said that he sympathized with my feeling of embarrassment. I had not said that I was “embarrassed” by getting kicked out – on the contrary, I am mad as hell about it. To reiterate, I felt humiliated by getting shouted at by the Lordos and I was apprehensive that people would blame me for it. Shaun said that Dan urged compassion during the board meeting, but I did not hear Dan say anything that sounded compassionate. Nor was he nice to me when he came to tell me that I was suspended (he didn’t start out by saying, e.g., “Janet, I’m sorry to tell you this, but….”); he just seemed exasperated at my questioning the decision and of course he also showed his exasperation when he refused to respond to my message requesting clarification.

Shaun said that he himself was being “as compassionate as I can possibly be” in writing his response to my memo, but surely the sections where he castigates me harshly speak for themselves. Shaun said that it brought him no joy to write his message, but it smacked of letting off steam, which is cathartic….for him. He was right, however, that it brought me no joy to read it.

Shaun also said that a code of ethics would be drafted “as a result of this incident”. Dan had referred to it as a code of conduct that every member would have to sign. There is a difference between a code of conduct and a code of ethics and I think that it is significant that Shaun used the latter term. But in any case this requirement should give pause to the members of the band and to anybody contemplating joining the band. If it is vaguely worded, it could be used to justify any sanction on anybody; if it is too specific, it may leave no wiggle room at all for people like me who act in good faith but whose actions are interpreted in the worst possible light. In any case, I think that questions regarding whether the code is violated are for the band board to decide, not the director. It will be interesting to see who prepares the first draft of the code, Shaun or the board, and who is to make the determination as to whether the code is violated.

We arrive at Shaun’s final paragraph. When I read it, I was again amazed at how Shaun was blaming me for everything: humiliating children, provoking the parents into making a loud outcry, and bringing shame on the band. I.e., it was all my fault. This was couched in the most accusatory terms, such as saying the audience and the band members would have to overcome the “public humiliation” that I had caused before I would ever be taken back.

Then he said that I would be questioned about this incident again when and if I chose to come back to the band. (My husband’s impression of the last paragraph of Shaun’s message was that it was meant to intimidate me into choosing not to return.) That is, unlike prisoners who have served their time, I would be subjected to another interrogation about….what? I assume that I would be expected, after my punishment, to stop asserting my innocence and confess to my crime. “There is no water under the bridge”: there will be no forgiveness, no acceptance of a black sheep returning to the fold. Shaun implied that this has to be done in the name of vigilantly promoting a “family-friendly” experience for the audience and the band. It took my breath away that he would make my shushing of children a threat to a family-friendly experience.

In fact, it takes my breath away to think how Shaun blew this all up hyperbolically in order that, I guess, he could pin the whole incident on me. It will not be allowed to die, never; I  might as well sew that big scarlet letter A on my shirt right now. (That would be an A for Abuser, i.e., a child abuser.) I wonder if the band board as a whole is behind Shaun on this point; I would bet that most of them are unaware that Shaun proposes not to let me in unless I prostrate myself before Shaun and the board.

In conclusion, I would like to reiterate the following points.

–     Nobody ever disputed that I said the words to the children that I claimed to have said; somebody told Shaun that I spoke “unkindly”, but there was no suggestion of any other words. Nobody ever disputed my story that the boy made an “Oh” expression, indicating his getting my message; nothing in the children’s reaction made me think that their feelings were hurt. So I absolutely do not believe that what I said was “humiliating” to the children or that they felt humiliated. They felt  reproved, maybe, but that is the nature of childhood: you are always being corrected because you are learning to behave. It truly does take a village to raise a child and someone’s gently shushing them should not be treated as a hanging offense.

–     I do not believe that my speaking to the children from the stage was “unprofessional”. But then, I never claimed that it was “professional”. All this professionalism stuff is a red herring that Shaun ginned up.

–     The disturbance was made by the Lordos, not by me. They chose to be loud in a public setting and they thus created the scene.

–     Shaun’s putting the entire blame on me for the incident is unreasonable. He also implied that the band board would be querying me again should I return to the band in the fall, but from the example of the band board meeting at which I was expelled, it seems likely that he would be the one interrogating me yet again and acting as the gatekeeper of my re-admission.

–     The board could have chosen to get me and the Lordos together and try to resolve issues. That is the way grownups do it, as in the example of my church choir friend and her fellow church members/parents. But the band board was following the lead recommended by Shaun.

–     It should be noted that the important communication to me from the band board was oral, not written, and that Shaun states that his last message to me was not the official word of the board. I should have received something in writing from the board, not Shaun, stating explicitly why I was being suspended. Also, declaring every statement to be confidential is not fair to the person being suspended; people are thus empowered to make any wild accusation they may choose to make and the accused person has no way of defending himself or of casting doubt on the motivations of the accusers. Since the band is a private organization, legal due process does not seem to apply to its actions, but since it is supposed to be an open, friendly organization, disciplinary actions should be more open and honest as well.

–     It should be asked whether the band board really wants to act as the thought police, inquiring into people’s motives or intent rather than considering their actions. That is where the code of conduct/ethics, coupled with an interrogation of people returning after suspensions, would lead. As I said above, it is not clear that this is the band board’s idea and not Shaun’s. Either way, it is bizarre.

I hope that the issues I have raised above will be given serious consideration by others who are part of a private organization founded on an inclusive, cooperative basis. These include personnel conflicts; what constitutes appropriate behavior for the members, band board, and director or organization president; and reconciliation versus corrective or punitive measures.

Shaun is a gifted conductor who could really lead the band to greatness if his ego doesn’t get in the way. To me, his message above has a bullying tone to it and the last paragraph especially shows his punitive and intolerant approach. He said that I “should have known” that what I did was wrong, that I “should have known” that I was a potential perp and not a witness, that I “should have known” to apologize at once, etc., but I knew no such things. Apparently it seemed obvious to him, but based on other people’s reactions, I don’t think it was obvious to others either. That indicates that his reaction is not what most people’s reaction would be.

I do not know why Shaun settled on me as the one responsible for the whole thing, or why he blew this affair up from a trivial offense on my part (if offense it was) to a heinous act of child abuse and labeled me a threat to the band’s family-friendly presentation. I have wondered if it was because somebody had to be blamed for embarrassing the band and if it wasn’t to be the Lordos, it had to be me. Thus my actions had to be viewed as beyond the pale so that my expulsion from the band could be justified. I have wondered if the Lordos threatened to sue and Shaun felt that by expelling me, they could have their face-saving pound of flesh, so to speak. I have wondered if Shaun, who at first seemed concerned about me, just decided that I had deviated too far from what he considered to be proper behavior and so he abandoned any consideration of giving me the benefit of the doubt. And on and on. I cannot draw any conclusion about the why from the facts I know at present.

So Shaun still gets to be band director, he still gets to enjoy the backing of the band board, and Don Lordo still gets to be band president – while I am out. Now, for me, Thursday night is just another night, or it will be in time. I will never get to play Night on Bald Mountain, Elsa’s Procession to the Cathedral, The Commando March, or The Cowboys ever again. (My other band doesn’t play them because its selections are geared toward retirement home audiences.) I was supposed to have read my poem “Memorial Day” at the Memorial Day concert, but I didn’t get to do that, of course, and I never will get to again. I won’t be wearing the loose black pants I had recently ordered to wear at the summer concerts; I will just put them away in a drawer. I won’t be buying the expensive set of parts for Danzon No. 2 (that gorgeous piece by Arturo Marquez) that I had hoped we could play in the future. I have taken the Oak Ridge Community Band out of my will. I really miss seeing my band friends and I hope that if they know what happened to me they will not believe that I did wrong.

I must add that during the period when I was pursuing my whistleblower case in 2000-2002, the ORCB was a source of support second only to my husband, especially since my flute pal Rita Anderson was still alive then. When my first husband Jim died in 2006, my principal source of social support was the ORCB. I had not yet joined my second band at the time and I had been working from home for several years, so that I did not have a work group that I saw every day. Band became a focus for meaningful activity. When my job ended in 2007, I was really alone except for band and my cactus club, which met only once a month. I had an opportunity to take a one-year University of Tennessee certification course in criticality safety that might open up other jobs to me; I was all signed up and had paid my fees when at the last minute the course night was changed to Thursday night. I would have had to give up band for a year when my heart was still raw and bleeding. So I gave up my place in the certification program. That might have been a bad decision since I was never able to find a full-time job in my field again (due to the whistleblower prejudice, even though I had won the case). But I felt that band was more important to my mental health than the job was at that point. I have made many sacrifices to be in the band and it hurts to know that I was expelled for what seems to me to be no reason at all except pique.

I also hope that my fellow band members and people in other bands will be troubled by what Shaun and the board did and will worry about the precedent that it sets. My favorite story about Vladimir Lenin concerns a time following the Russian revolution when his faction was contending against a couple of other factions for control of Russia. One of his deputies argued that they needed to start a publicity campaign right away and try to win people’s hearts and minds to secure the dominance of their faction. Lenin said that that was not necessary; all they had to do was to shoot a couple of people in the other factions and “everyone will know what to think”. It seems that now, after my explusion from the band, everyone knows what to think….and who is really the boss of everything in the ORCB.

Shaun could snow most of the board with his high-minded blathering about professionalism, but I am too old a dog to be gaslighted like that. He characterized my actions as, in essence, morally wrong, but I don’t buy that either.  He tried very hard to make me feel guilty, but I don’t. Hurt, yes; humiliated, yes; but guilty, no.

And I still contend that I saved the moment of silence.

Bible Release Time Bounced in East Tennessee, But It Bounces Back

[As this is a long post, I hope that those who lack the time to read it all will do a “CTRL-F” to pop up a Find box. The entry “The minority in Zorach v. Clauson” will take the reader to a spot that leads into quotations from the dissenting opinions of three Supreme Court Justices on the subject of religious release time programs in the public schools. Those three expressed the objections to religious release time better than I ever could.]

Tennessee is the shiny buckle of the Bible Belt. There are giant crosses 50 feet tall or more close to the highway in various spots in East Tennessee; Chattanooga is the most churched city in the nation, according to the Barna Research group; and in the past, many nonreligious group events could not as a practical matter be scheduled for Wednesday night because so many people had evening church.

Tennessee is largely Protestant, with over 50% of the population being Evangelical Protestant and 73% being Protestant. See the table below from the Pew Research Center Web site (accessed 1/16/20). (The table adds up to only 99%, presumably due to rounding.)

            Christian                                     81%                  Non-Christian Faiths             3%
                 Evangelical Protestant             52%                      Jewish                               1%      
                 Mainline Protestant                  13%                      Muslim                              1%      
                 Historically Black Protestant     8%                        Buddhist                           1%      
                 Catholic                                   6%                        Hindu                             < 1%      
                 Mormon                                  1%                        Other World Religions     < 1%
                 Orthodox Christian                < 1%                        Other Faiths                       1%
                 Jehovah’s Witness                   1%                       
                 Other Christian                      < 1%                       
 
                                            Unaffiliated (the religious “Nones”)     14%
                                                Atheist                                            1%
                                                Agnostic                                         3%
                                                Nothing in particular                         11%
                                            Don’t know                                         1%

Tennessee governmental leaders have not hesitated to mix church and state when motivated by “a higher calling”, notwithstanding federal directives, the practices of other states, or the Establishment Clause in the First Amendment to the Constitution. Recently an egregious example of this surfaced, the so-called Bible release time program proposal in the Knox County School System and some other Tennessee public schools. Before I discuss this proposal, let us review some Tennessee and American history, in more or less chronological order.
 
A 1963 U.S. Supreme Court ruling affirmed that, while public schools cannot teach devotional practices, they can teach the Bible when it is “presented objectively as part of a secular program of education.” (Curriculum Matters Web site, Brenda Iasevoli, January 10, 2018, accessed 1/16/20)
 
With regard to freedom of speech and expression in public schools, the Supreme Court ruled in 1969 (Tinker v. Des Moines) that students could wear black armbands to school as a silent protest against the Vietnam War. The principal at a public school in Des Moines, Iowa had told the students they could not do so and that they would be suspended from school if they did, on the grounds that this form of protest might disrupt the learning environment. Those students who did wear armbands to school were in fact suspended. Their parents sued the school system for violating their children’s right to free speech. In a 7-2 ruling, the Court famously declared that neither students nor teachers “shed their constitutional rights to freedom of speech or expression at the schoolhouse gate” and said that school officials could not prohibit the protest solely on the suspicion that the speech (the armbands) might be disruptive. (US Courts Web site, accessed 3/2/20)
 
In 1987 the Supreme Court declared unconstitutional a 1981 Louisiana law that purported to protect academic freedom by requiring the teaching of creationism whenever evolution was also taught. The Court said that the stated purpose of the law was only pretextual and that the law was actually directed toward making the science curriculum align with a particular religious view. For example, curriculum guides were required to be developed for creation science but not for evolution (Glen Elsasser, Chicago Tribune, 6/20/1987).
 
In Tennessee in 2012, the state legislature passed a law protecting the right of teachers to teach creationism instead of evolution; this is sometimes referred to as the monkey law. (Readers will recall that the Scopes “monkey” trial was held in Dayton, Tennessee in 1925.) That is, Tennessee public school teachers may teach the “scientific strengths and scientific weaknesses” of theories that can “cause controversy,” specifically evolution, global warming, and cloning. Thus competing theories, such as creationism or “Intelligent Design”, may be presented.
 
In 1993, Tennessee amended its “moment of silence” law to allow for “non-sectarian non-proselytizing voluntary prayer initiated and given by student volunteers on public school property during non-compulsory student assemblies, school sporting events, and commencement ceremonies” (Tennessee Municipal Technical Advisory Service, “Tennessee Public Acts 1993: Summaries of Interest to Municipal Officials”, 1993). But in 2000, the Supreme Court ruled (Santa Fe Independent School District v. Doe) that student-led, student-initiated prayer at football games violated the Establishment Clause of the 1st Amendment. The Court declared that such prayers were public speech and not private speech and in effect were authorized and endorsed by governmental policy; in addition, they were taking place at official school events on government property and thus there was the appearance that they were sanctioned by the school system. (Oyez Web site, accessed 1/17/20).
 
The Hamilton County (Tennessee) school system apparently didn’t get the memo: in 2010, on the basis of information received from Soddy-Daisy (Tennessee) High School students, the Freedom from Religion Foundation wrote to the Hamilton County school superintendent to warn him that the prayers broadcast over the loudspeaker at football games and graduations were unconstitutional. One Hamilton County Board of Education member said that the prayers were a tradition and that people who didn’t like them “could put their fingers in their ears”. She added, “Everybody is offended by something. I’m offended by a lot of those little girls running around with their thong panties showing, but I can’t make that go away.”  (Kelli Gauthier, Chattanooga Times Free Press, 10/20/10, accessed 1/17/20)
 
The Knoxville News Sentinel reported that back in the early 2000s a Union County middle school student’s parents had declined to allow her to attend Christian crusade activities during school hours. She was the only child whose parents did so. Consequently, she was bullied and harassed. The parents sued the Union County school system, which settled with them, paying them $50,000. (Knoxville News Sentinel, Kristi L. Nelson, November 5, 2019)
 
In 2006, students from a Christian college in Dayton, Tennessee were coming to Rhea County, Tennessee to teach the Bible to students in the public school system; this practice was challenged in federal court and the county was ordered to stop it.
 
In 2008 a Bible literacy act passed in Tennessee. The Tennessee State Bible Curriculum Guide of 2009 states that the course should include “the study of the Bible in its historical, sociological, and cultural contexts, and its impact on later cultures, societies, and religions”. No other book or author is so favored, but still in 2009 the emphasis was supposed to be on the influence of the bible on literature and on American history and culture. But whose Bible? As Henry Fielding had the character Thwackum say in his 1749 novel “Tom Jones”, “When I mention Religion, I mean the Christian Religion; and not only the Christian Religion, but the Protestant Religion; and not only the Protestant Religion, but the Church of England.” This is one of the central problems in state-sanctioned courses on the Bible.
 
This issue surfaced historically in an interesting way. As David Mislin, assistant professor at Temple University, says in an article reprinted on the Religion News Service Web Site (2/4/19), back in the 1800s “opposition to Bible reading came from Roman Catholics, a growing segment of the population due to immigration. Many schools used the Protestant King James version of the Bible, which differed from the translation familiar to Catholics. Moreover, Bible reading apart from the study of Church teaching was by nature a distinctly Protestant practice.” Consequently, many Catholics in Cincinnati, Ohio moved their children from public schools to parochial schools. Mislin points out that when the Cincinnati School Board voted to end Bible reading in the public schools (so as to draw Catholic children back to the public schools), conservative Protestants were outraged, while liberal Protestants approved of the board’s action. The secretary of the Connecticut state board of education, a minister himself, also supported the Cincinnati board on the grounds that Bible reading in the schools tended to result in religious division (because of the disagreement over, in effect, doctrine), while having all the children in the same school system without religious instruction tended to foster religious tolerance.
 
Mark Chancey, a professor in the Department of Religious Studies at Southern Methodist University who specializes in the political, academic, and constitution issues raised by Bible courses in public schools, notes that the Philadelphia nativist riots of 1844 were occasioned partly by the use of the King James version in public schools and by what some Catholics regarded as anti-Catholic speech. He states that if someone decides to use the King James version then he is (knowingly or unknowingly) promoting Protestanism. So the best approach is to use multiple versions of the Bible in teaching. (Fox2 News Channel, St. Louis, Missouri, 5/7/29, supplied by CNN Wires, accessed 1/17/20)
 
In 2009 the Islamic Center of Murfreesboro, Tennessee found itself running out of room in its existing mosque and community center. This Muslim organization had about 1000 congregants, mainly Somali and Iraqi immigrants and international students attending Middle Tennessee State University. So they bought a vacant lot on the outskirts of Murfreesboro and submitted plans for a new mosque and community center to the Regional Planning Commission of Rutherford County. As required by law, the commission ran an advertisement in The Murfreesboro Post (newspaper). The local newspaper, The Daily News Journal, also published a news story on the day the commission was to meet to consider the plans. The commission unanimously approved the plans. Now, county law did not require public meetings on construction projects put forth by religious organizations; all that was required was a satisfactory set of plans, advertisement of the meeting at which the commission would consider the plans, and commission approval. This was consistent with state and federal law and had been the way in which other local buildings put up by religious organizations had been approved.
 
Despite the commission’s approval, some locals and activists opposed the Islamic Center’s project, while other residents approved of it. Demonstrations were held by both sides regarding the project. Over the next two years, vandals and arsonists struck the Islamic Center. A local judge rejected the opponents’ claim that the project had been improperly approved, but he did find that public notice of the planning commission’s hearing on the action was inadequate and thus barred the issuance of a certificate of occupancy for the building. In August 2012, a US federal court ruled that the judge was wrong to subject the Islamic Center to requirements beyond what other religious organizations faced. So the mosque was able to open in 2012. But appeals and new lawsuits by the opponents kept the litigation going until June 2014, when the lawsuits were finally dismissed by the federal courts. (Wikipedia, “Islamic Center of Murfreesboro”, accessed 1/17/20)
 
In 2010, Gideon Bibles were handed out in the Hamilton County school system by a private organization (Kelli Gauthier, Chattanooga Times Free Press, 10/20/10).
 
In 2011, the Sumner County Board of Education entered into an agreement with the ACLU to end the practices of allowing posters advertising religious events in school, opening school board meetings with prayer, putting on school events at churches, letting teachers lead students in prayer; teaching Bible studies, and allowing youth ministers to approach and speak to students at lunchtime in the dining area. (ACLU Web Site, ACLU-TN, 5/20/11, accessed 8/3/20; also another source)
 
In 2014, a new law in Tennessee and other states defined what rights students should have to talk about God in homework, assemblies, club meetings, and graduation speeches. This was the Religious Viewpoints Anti-Discrimination Act, which stated that “schools could not block students from stating their religious views in public forums, organizing religious groups or stating their views in assignments” (Charles Sisk, The Tennesseean Web site, 3/24/14). The law said, in effect, that student speakers at school events could talk about God as long as school administrators didn’t have any influence over what they said.
 
This law seemed to be superfluous to many people because religious expression has always been protected under the First Amendment. Charles Haynes, the Director of the Religious Freedom Education Project at the Newseum, answered that contention by stating that “Christian conservative groups have for many years been frustrated by what they see as a hostile environment for religion in public schools. They are convinced—with some justification—that there’s a lot more that public schools can be doing to protect religious expression.” But in a letter to the governor of Tennessee, the ACLU pointed out that one part of the bill required school officials to allow student-led prayer at official school events, such as graduations and sports events, where the students were a captive audience (Hedy Weinburg, from the ACLU Web site, 4/3/14, accessed 8/3/20). The ACLU described the bill as establishing a requirement for a “limited public forum” at each event; the implication of this would be that on each occasion the school would have to define a class of students who were to be allowed to speak, allow each member of that class to speak (so as not to discriminate), and exercise no control over the content of the students’ speech. As the ACLU put it, this would turn these events into “free-for-alls for student expression and impose an administrative nightmare on schools”.
 
The Tennessee law also allowed “religious expression” by student speakers during school events and during morning announcements (Tierney Sneed, US NEWS Web site, 8/27/14). The law was inspired by the famous instance when a ten-year-old Memphis child, assigned to write about the person she admired the most (her “idol”), was told by her teacher to pick a person other than God. (It is not clear whether the teacher was expressing a personal prejudice, believed that she had to forbid any religious expression in class, or had made the assignment statement such that children would have to pick a human being rather than a deity.) In defiance, the student wrote two essays, one about God and one ostensibly about Michael Jackson. Her mother sought legal help. The student was later allowed to turn in her God essay (and earned a score of 100%). Although the school system caved in, legislators nevertheless claimed to need to remedy the situation for the future.
 
Others see a different motivation. “Despite its name, this legislation crosses the line from protecting religious freedom into creating systematic imposition of some students’ personal religious views on other students,” claimed Hedy Weinberg, the director of the American Civil Liberties Union of Tennessee, in a press release (4/3/14). There were fears that the law would protect, e.g., anti-gay bullies. Haynes of the Newseum said that “For some people on [the other] side, we’ve come to a place where kids talking about homosexuality being sinful [is considered] unacceptable in public schools.” Haynes added that it can be difficult to distinguish between harassment and free speech, in this case allowing bullying versus censoring religious convictions.
 
However, as the FindLaw Web site notes, “the right of Tennessee school children to pray in public school (as long as it is private and non-disruptive) is not limited to just the official minute of silence each morning. The Constitution also protects the free expression of religion. For example, students have the right to pray independently and silently before a test. This is different than a teacher or even another student leading the class in prayer, which is strictly prohibited.” (FindLaw Web site, “Overview of Tennessee’s Prayer in Public School Law, accessed 1/14/20)
 
Since at least 2014 Tennessee has had a law recognizing the first weekend of August as the “Weekend of Prayer Over Students” as they begin school. One of the legislative sponsors explained it thus: “Many students face extreme challenges in school today both academically and due to peer pressure or low self-esteem. This legislation sets a weekend which will serve as a reminder that we need to pray for our students and also give thanks for them and the school personnel who will guide them over the academic year.” This also makes for an occasion to hold religious events at schools – WCBY News noted that in 2014 nearly 1000 people attended prayer walks at 42 schools in northeast Tennessee alone. (WCYB News (Bristol, Tennessee), Olivia Caridi, Tuesday, 5/12/15)
 
In 2015, the Oak Ridge City Council found itself backed into a corner: the organization Rationalists of East Tennessee pointed out that in order to be compliant with a Supreme Court ruling, the rationalists (atheists) should get a turn at providing the invocation that opens each council meeting. In the past, the council had given this role to a rotating group of Christian and Jewish clergymen. The council decided that to avoid trouble they had to let a rationalist representative speak. However, the representative noted later, although the City Council put the rationalists on the agenda they did not notify the rationalists, who nevertheless found out in time for the representative to appear.
 
One council member opted not to attend the invocation; she said later that she “suspected [that] the comments [the representative] was going to make were going to be an affront to my own beliefs.” Another council member walked out during the invocation, saying later that he just couldn’t take it any more. He added that he “didn’t appreciate what she was saying. In my opinion, this country was founded on Christian principles.” The representative noted later that she had given the same invocation at public meetings in the cities of Lenoir City and Clinton, but no one had ever walked out before.
 
The representative said that the mayor (the de facto head of the council) cut her off before she reached the end of her statement, in which she made the comment that “No deities need to be, or should be, invoked at the openings of your meetings.” The city manager later claimed that the representative had exceeded the three-minute time frame normally allowed for public remarks during city meetings, but since the representative was speaking not during the public remarks period but during the apparently unstructured invocation time, that limit would not seem to have been applicable.
 
What the representative did get to say was this: she urged the council not to bow their heads, but to “hold them high with eyes open so that we may keep them focused on the issues facing Oak Ridge.” She noted that the diverse population of Oak Ridge included people of many religions [which is partly due to the many foreign-born folks working at nearby Oak Ridge National Laboratory] and also people with no religious affiliation. (Note that this type of non-religious invocation is not an invocation of the guidance of a deity, but rather the invocation, or advocacy, of the spirit of cooperation and sober deliberation.) As the representative and, separately, the president of Knoxville’s Atheist Society pointed out, the actions of the council members showed clearly that they deemed atheists to be second-class citizens not entitled to full consideration in civic matters. (Bob Fowler, 1/12/16, The Knoxville News Sentinel Web site, accessed 1/18/20)
 
In 2016, the Tennessee legislature passed a law declaring the Bible to be the official state book. This was despite an advisory opinion from Tennessee Attorney General Herbert Slatery that making the Bible the official state book would violate the 1st and 3rd amendments of the Constitution because it would be in effect giving preference to a particular religion. Soon thereafter, Governor Bill Haslam vetoed the bill. His reasoning was as follows. “If we believe that the Bible is the inspired word of God, then we shouldn’t be recognizing it only as a book of historical and economic significance. If we are recognizing the Bible as a sacred text, then we are violating the Constitution of the United States and the Constitution of the State of Tennessee by designating it as the official state book.” (NBC News Web site, Anna Merod, 4/5/16, accessed 1/16/20; The Washington Post Web site, Elahe Izadi, 4/14/16, accessed 1/17/20)
 
In 2018, the Freedom From Religion Foundation sent various letters to the Knox County school district regarding promotion and organization of prayer-related activities. These activities were not initiated and organized by students. Members of one high school administration organized a prayer walk led by a pastor. A school counselor sent an E-mail message to school staff members soliciting their participation in the walk and the principal promoted this event on his Twitter account. At a middle school in Corryton, the principal asked a pastor to organize a prayer walk for her school.
 
Also, notes the Foundation, the Knox County school system offered in-service time (and credit) for teachers for an conference called “Reach Them to Teach Them”. Many nonreligious teachers attended without being informed that it was a religious meeting. During the meeting, speakers related how faith had been meaningful to them and they advocated bringing religion into the classroom. The conference organizers’ Web site stated the following: “Reach Them to Teach Them is……a call to intentionally be a positive influence in the life of a child…..Adversities at home, peer pressure, and the relentless onslaught of media are so powerful that kids may lose hope and the motivation to make a difference – to be who God created them to be. Yes, God, the One who strengthens us and works for the good of all who serve Him. We are a group of believers. Kids must have someone who believes in them, challenges them, and talks with them about what really matters in life: knowledge, faith, character, hope, love… the greatest of these” (sic, including the split infinitive).
 
In 2018-2019, complaints were made that a Wilson County school board member led the recital of The Lord’s Prayer before school board meetings. The Wilson County Schools deputy director replied that this was legal since the prayer was recited before the meeting officially started. [This was after everyone had arrived but before the chairman had announced that the meeting was in session.] The Freedom From Religion Foundation pointed out that the school board member was using his position to promote religion to his fellow board members and to members of the public who were present (which action appeared to be sanctioned by the school board). The school board member told the FFRF that he had received notice to quit the recitals, but he averred that he would continue, saying that if someone wanted to stop him, they’d have to “send someone to deal with him”. (Brinley Hineman, Murfreesboro Daily News Journal, Oct. 8, 2019)
 
In the 2017-2018 school year, 4,068 middle and high school students in Ooltewah, Tennessee took a Bible history class at their public schools; in the 2018-2019 school year 4,568 students took it. The class was sponsored by a private group called Bible in the Schools, which paid for the twenty teachers, Bibles, and other classroom materials. Its representative said that “while Bible History is a robust academic subject, the byproduct of these courses reaches beyond mere academic gains as students are exposed to the hopes, values, and life lessons found in the Bible, many of which are universally relevant today. Students often report that the Bible provides a perspective that encourages them to make healthier choices, and to give more thought to their actions, particularly related to conduct, relationships, and self-care.”  The Society of Biblical Literature stated that for this class to be constitutional, “A school’s approach to the Bible must be academic, not devotional. The teacher should teach about the Bible, not lead a “Bible study””.  (CNN (Politics) Web site, Erika Ryan, 5/7/19, accessed 1/15/20; David Gee, Friendly Atheist Web site, 8/10/18, accessed 1/16/20; The Chattanoogan.com, 7/31/19, accessed 1/17/20; The Tennessee Star Web site, Chris Butler, 8/19/18, accessed 1/17/20)
 
In 2018, a student gave an invocation over the loudspeaker prior to a Bradley Central High School football game. An informant who was an employee of the Bradley County school system complained to the Freedom From Religion Organization and also spoke anonymously to a Chattanooga television station. In response to the complaint, Bradley Central students and a graduate organized a prayer walk and service at the high school. Said the graduate, “I feel like students on school property should have freedom of speech.” Another organizer stated that everyone has the right to an opinion about the constitutionality of praying before games. (Alana LaFlore, WTVC (Chattanooga), 1/22/18), accessed 1/15/20)
 
In 2018, a law was passed requiring that the national motto, “In God We Trust”, be displayed in a prominent area such as a school hall or cafeteria. Representative Susan Lynn, the House sponsor of the bill, stated that “Our national motto is on our money. It’s on our license plates. It’s part of our national anthem”. (Various sources have reported this.) It is not clear what she meant by the motto’s being on the license plates – such a plate is available in Tennessee only as a vanity plate, with an extra charge. The motto is indeed in the national anthem, but not until the fourth verse, while “In God We Trust” was adopted as the national motto only in 1956. Note that the Freedom from Religion Foundation brought legal challenges to the phrase “In God We Trust,” both as the national motto and on currency, but lost when a US court deemed the phrase to have only patriotic and historical significance, not religious significance (underlining mine). The Supreme Court has never ruled on this issue.
 
In 2018, Coffey County District Attorney Craig Northcutt made the news by issuing various problematic statements on his official Coffey County District Attorney Facebook page. The comments were in favor of Christians and against non-Christians such as Muslims and atheists. At a pastors’ conference, he characterized “atheism, humanism, Muslims,” as “others” and “the enemy” and deemed them to be “chomping at the bit to take over our government.” He admitted that in his official capacity he had failed to provide equal protection to LGBTQ people: he stated that he refused to honor the Supreme Court decision in Obergefell vs Hodges (on same-sex marriage). He also stated that he refused to recognize domestic violence occurring in an LGBTQ relationship. He averred that he uses “God’s standard” in deciding whether to ask for the death penalty or not. (Note that at the time he was the chairman of the Tennessee District Attorneys General Conference’s Committee on Capital Punishment.) (Chris Butler, 8/19/18, The Tennessee Star Web site, accessed 1/16/20; the Freedom From Religion Foundation Web site, accessed 1/15/20)
 
In 2018, the Freedom From Religion Foundation intervened to prevent some Tennessee State workers from having religious passages included in their state-mandated Department of Human Services training. FFRF was tipped off by a child care provider, who reported that the official required training for certification of child-care workers, online version, contained a module called “Building Strong Brains: Tennessee’s ACE Initiative,” that included “religious statements, Bible verses and a clear misunderstanding of basic scientific principles”. [Note that this is not to be confused with the Ace Initiative, allegedly an Internet scam; ACE stands for Adverse Childhood Experiences and is concerned with enhancing proper brain function and behavior.]
 
One of the lessons, titled “Frederick’s Experiment”, was provided by an organization called Digma. The title was a reference to the famous alleged experiment sanctioned by Holy Roman Emperor Frederick II in which babies were suckled but not spoken to or touched by wet nurses. The point was to see what “natural” language the babies eventually spoke. The result was that the babies died from what today would be called failure to thrive, occasioned by the almost complete lack of physical and social contact with others. The lesson, after challenging evolution, concluded with this analogy to the babies’ experience: “We can’t help but ask the obvious question at some point: What is the something more that we so desperately long for? In two simple declarations, the Bible offers the answer: ‘God is love’ ….and ‘God made mankind in His own image’ (Genesis 1:27). Mystery solved!” Clearly, although babies were involved in the description of the experiment the lesson was not actually about child care, but about religion. (FFRF Web site, 1/31/19, accessed 1/16/20)
 
In 2019 the ACLU of Tennessee, representing two atheist families, filed a lawsuit against Smith County Schools. The families alleged that the school system allowed prayer at mandatory school events and condoned proselytizing by students. Further, there were Bible verses posted in the hallways and a cross painted on a school athletic facility. The families said that this promotion of religion made them feel “like second-class citizens” (Rebeka Pewitt, WTVF, Nashville, 2019).  There were also Monday assemblies called “family meetings,” where the principals would solicit prayer requests from students and staff  (Washington Times, 11/19/19). Gideons International visited an elementary school to distribute Bibles, which were found in prominent positions all over the school, e.g., in the main office and in classrooms (Heman Mehta, 11/19/19, Friendly Atheist Web site). One teacher spoke frequently to her class about students’ need to put Jesus in their lives and she showed the film “The Passion of the Christ” at Easter.
 
In 2019, two student football players were baptized on a Robertson County school playing field after practice. A resident of the area reported this to the Freedom from Religion Foundation, which wrote a letter of protest to the Robertson County School Superintendent. It was also reported that the school system had hired a “character coach” to help instill positive values via religion in students; the character coach is a minister who participated in the baptisms.      (Taameen Mohammed, Newsweek Web site, 9/12/19). The superintendent stated that the coaches were volunteers, not school system employees, and claimed that the activities were “student-initiated and student-led” and took place after practice. He asserted that the school and its staff thus did not violate the law. He objected to the fact that the resident got in touch with “organizations (sic) that aren’t even based in Tennessee” rather than with the school district office.
 
The letter that the FFRF sent to the district cited Borden v. School District of the Township of East Brunswick, a 2008 case in which Marcus Borden, a Delaware high school football coach, sued the school district for telling him could no longer lead his players in prayers before games. After several appeals, the Third Circuit Court rejected Borden’s argument that he had a First Amendment right to lead or join his students in prayer. “We find that, based on the history of Borden’s conduct with the team’s players, his acts cross the line and constitute an unconstitutional endorsement of religion,” wrote Judge D. Michael Fisher.
 
In 2019 the Freedom from Religion Foundation reminded the Fayette County Public Schools that certain of their activities were illegal. These activities included posting and sharing religious messages on multiple official Twitter accounts (which show the district’s logo and give the superintendent’s E-mail address for correspondence); posting on official school accounts “In GOD East Trusts!!!!” (for East High School); and posting ditto the lyrics “Now I know my ABCs….Next time won’t you PRAY with me!!!!” (Capitalizations and exclamation points are in the original postings.) (Freedom from Religion Foundation Web site, 2/21/19, accessed 1/16/20)
 
On October 4, 2019, Tennessee Governor Bill Lee issued a proclamation for a “Day of Prayer, Humility, and Fasting”. Participation in the prayer, humility, and fasting was of course voluntary. But Lee made it clear in the first paragraph that he was speaking for “the people of Tennessee” and continued with “we” statements: “we seek forgiveness from (sic) our transgressions, “we acknowledge our rich blessings, our deep transgressions” and “further acknowledge the need to give thanks to God Almighty, to turn from our transgressions and ask for God’s forgiveness, and to humble ourselves and seek God’s wisdom and guidance”. As David Plazas of the USA Today Network and The (Nashville) Tennesseean noted (10/9/19), the governor’s pronouncement “could reasonably create the impression that Governor Lee, the chief executive of our state, is sanctioning a particular set of beliefs that may encourage other citizens to discriminate against those who do not share his beliefs”.
 
In 2019, at a Christmas potluck at the community college where I (Janet Westbrook) had worked for many years, our manager announced that we would have a prayer by one of our coworkers to bless the food. She added that anybody who felt uncomfortable at this could step into a side room for a minute or two. (Nobody did, even several foreign-born folks who were likely Catholic, non-Christian, etc.) I love that coworker, whose deep faith has carried him through a major disabling event and who is liked by everybody, but his prayer was explicitly Christian and, to my ears, very Protestant.
 
In 2020, a bill to designate the Bible as the official book of Tennessee was again introduced in the legislature. This time the sponsor, Representative Jerry Sexton, offered two reasons for making the Bible the state book: many families historically recorded their genealogies in their family Bibles and Bible printing companies are an important part of the Tennessee economy (“a multi-million-dollar industry”). Some of his fellow representatives pushed back. Representative Johnny Shaw, a pastor, quoted the Bible and asked, “We’re going to make the Bible the state book and turn away refugees?….We’re going to make it the state book and not expand Medicaid?” Representative Kevin Vaughn was applauded when he said that the vote was “not a referendum on your personal beliefs or your personal relationship with your creator and savior”. He added that he did not believe that “bestowing a ceremonial title on the living word of God is something that this body needs to engage in.” In June 2020, the bill was tabled and no further action was taken. Governor Bill Lee has not said whether he will follow in the footsteps of his predecessor and veto the bill, if it ever passes; it appeared likely that he would support it, however. (Fox 17 News, Nashville, Tennessee, 19 June 2020, accessed 11 July 2020; Channel 11 (WJHL), Nashville, Tennessee, 19 June 2020, accessed 11 July 2020)
 
In 2020, the lesbian parents of a boy who wanted to play basketball at West Valley Middle School in Knox County sued the basketball coach, Chuck Comer. The lawsuit stated that although this was not stated at the time of signup, players on the school-sponsored team had to participate in a “Teens for Christ” program. As part of that participation, students had to show up early for school in order to listen to the coach read from and interpret the Bible for about 30 minutes. During such sessions, the coach explicitly addressed LGBTQ issues and identified them with sin. The parents reported this to the assistant principal and expressed their concerns about the “Teens for Christ” program, but his answers led them to believe that the principal and the Knox County school system were well aware of what the coach was doing. Furthermore, the practice of associating participation in the “Teens for Christ” program with playing on the basketball team had apparently gone on for at least 8 years. As of this writing, the suit has not been settled. (Jamie Satterfield, Knoxville News-Sentinel, 3/25/20)
 
With the history above as a background, let us turn to the so-called Bible Release Time program. The Anderson County school system had piloted a “release time” program of Bible study in May 2019 and then approved a policy allowing the program in all schools, presumably starting in the fall of 2019. In November 2019, the Knoxville News Sentinel (Kristi Nelson, 11/5/19) reported that this program was adopted on a pilot basis by the Knox County school system. Note that Knox County constitutes most of the greater Knoxville area, containing about 450,000 people. The Knox County school district has 94 schools: 51 elementary schools, 16 middle schools, 16 high schools, and 11 special schools. It has 8,339 employees serving approximately 60,500 students in the cities of Knoxville and Farragut as well as all other communities in the county (Wikipedia, accessed 9/1/20). Thus the program could potentially draw in tens of thousands of public school students.
 
In the Knox County pilot program, 70 Sterchi Elementary School students were leaving school for an hour once a month in order to go to an evangelistic church for a Bible lesson. The second-graders were missing an hour of language arts, while the third-, fourth-, and fifth-graders were missing music, art, or library class. Attendance was voluntary, but school credit could be given for the course.
 
This was consistent with a new Tennessee law (HB 307/ SB 1373) allowing for such a voluntary program (a revision of a previously existing law to the same effect). The update allows for the children to be “released” for Bible study as often as every school day (….deleting the old language “up to one (1) class period during each school week” and substituting instead the Ianguage “no more than one (1) class period per school day” “). Both the old and the new law describe the course content as “religious moral instruction”, not as Bible study, but specify that children cannot be released from classes in which they might tested by the state (e.g., math). The text also states that “This act shall take effect July 1, 2019, the public welfare requiring it“ [underlining mine].
 
Also in accordance with the law, the course was given away from school property (the church being two miles away in the Sterchi case) and the transportation of students to the church was not paid for by the school system. Students had to make up any work they missed. Significantly, although the entity giving the instruction was to keep attendance records for the benefit of the school system, the instructors were not required to be licensed or certified as Tennessee schoolteachers, aides, and volunteers working directly with students are. The Sterchi course consisted of 10 minutes of singing and games; 10 minutes of memory work, prayer, and review; and 25 minutes of Bible study. Note that this adds up to 45 minutes, leaving 15 minutes for the round trip to the church, including load-up time.
 
The News Sentinel article resulted in a flood of comments to the newspaper, to the school board, and to state and local representatives. The superintendent of Knox County schools had approved the pilot program, but Knox County school board members had not yet had an opportunity to vote on it. Some of these members made public comments also. KCSB member Patti Bounds, who is a former longtime teacher and had a granddaughter attending such a course in another school district, expressed approval of such a policy. She claimed that while most of the E-mail messages she had received had opposed the program, data from other school systems across the country supported it and “the parents” supported it.
 
But KCSB member Jenny Owen, whose district included the Sterchi site, opposed the policy on the grounds that classroom learning back at the school was important and should not be skipped. E.g., those missed language arts classes: they were being missed since according to the state testing scheme, second-graders were not tested in language arts. But, Owen said, every minute of (regular) instruction time should be regarded as important. (Possibly she had in mind Tennessee’s abysmal record in elementary and high school academics.) Owen asked why the church couldn’t hold the program after school and was told that transportation was an issue, which she found not to make sense. She noted too that one concern she had was that students were returning to class from the church with candy and stories about the fun they had. In addition to her statement, some parents who were Christian but were not sure that the course church’s beliefs were in accordance with theirs expressed concern about their children feeling that they were missing out if they did not attend.
 
The News Sentinel also reported that the president of the East Tennessee chapter of the Freedom From Religion Foundation handed out fliers at Sterchi Elementary in October 2019. The fliers gave an informational summary of the classes and a sample letter of protest to the Knox County school board that parents could use if they objected to the program. The flier stated that the program “promotes only one view of Christian belief, not the multiplicity of Christian faith traditions”. The response to the handing out of the fliers was mixed, but a few parents did thank the president. However, one man left his car to confront her and to threaten to call the police. She pointed out that she was there in the first place because some parents called her, adding that FFRF does not take action unless someone complains to them.
 
The nonprofit faith organization Elgin Foundation was behind the Bible release time program. The Elgin Foundation is a mainly philanthropic organization that provides health care to low-income children, advocates for child victims, and carries on a reading program. But as part of their mission they also have the release time program to bring Bible instruction into the public schools. The Knoxville News Sentinel quotes them as citing court cases that they claim back up parents’ right to have their children receive religious education during the school day; the News Sentinel says that this dates “back to the early 1900s, when parents had their children skip playground time to attend Bible classes”. Note that back then no academic time was used for this purpose.
 
As the News Sentinel tells it, an ad hoc group of people calling themselves Satanists quickly organized a Facebook page called Satanic Children’s Ministry of Knoxville and put up a post that went viral. The post celebrated the Knox County school system and the Sterchi-area church for starting the release program and stated that the Satanists would like to put in place a similar program for their children, i.e., one that teaches about Satanism. The Satanists added that they would like not to have to introduce their own program, but would instead prefer that the Bible release time program be abandoned. They noted that they send their children to school to get a state-approved education, not religious education. Knox County School Board member Bounds commented that while the school board has to respect all religions, she kept returning to the fact that the schools are not forcing children to go to the Bible release time course. Board member Owen noted that the Satanists were correct in saying that if the course was approved (by the school board), other religious instruction courses would have to be allowed.
 
Subsequently the News Sentinel published an op-ed piece by Roger Byron, senior counsel to the First Liberty Institute, whose stated mission is to defend religious freedom for all and whose motto is “Defending your right to live out your faith”. Although the institute’s Web site contains a piece about the violent attack on a New York synagogue in 2019, the focus is clearly on the Christian faith. Byron states that the Bible release programs have a “proven record of improving student academic performance and well-being”. He says that there is a study by the National Council on Crime and Delinquency that backs him up. I located the study in question; it is from 2003 and was a paid evaluation of the release time program used in the Oakland, California school system (https://www.issuelab.org/resource/summary-of-findings-released-time-bible-education.html). I will leave it to the reader to assess the quality of this report.
 
Byron notes that in Zorach v. Clauson (1952), the Supreme Court declared 6-3 that a release time arrangement in the New York City schools did not violate the Establishment Clause or the Equal Protection Clause of the 14th Amendment because no public funds were used and the instruction was not held on school property. Byron approvingly quotes the majority opinion in that case: “We are a religious people whose institutions presuppose a Supreme Being….When the state encourages religious instruction or cooperates with religious authorities by adjusting the schedule of public events to sectarian needs, it then follows the best of our traditions.” Byron avers that “no genuine criticism has been or can be raised against it. It is a tried-and-true method to improve the life of any student fortunate enough to participate.”
 
But some Supreme Court members thought that there were genuine criticisms that could be raised against it and wrote separate minority opinions to contradict the majority opinion.
 
The majority in Zorach v. Clauson claimed that their opinion supporting the release time program was consistent with the Court’s earlier decision in McCollum v. Board of Education (1948), in which the court rejected a release program as unconstitutional. According to a Wikipedia article (McCollum v. Board of Education (Champaign, Illinois) (1948), Wikipedia, accessed January 22, 2020), the principal elements of the McCollum complaint were that in practice some Protestant groups running the program had an advantage over other Protestant denominations; the term “voluntary” was in name only because school officials coerced or forced students’ participation; and the power exercised by the Champaign Council on Religious Education in its selection of instructors and by the school superintendent’s oversight of the instructors determined which religious faiths participated in the program. This constituted a prior censorship of religion, according to the (1948) majority opinion written by Justice Hugo Black. The majority in Zorach v. Clauson thought that these elements of McCollum v. Board of Education were not found in Zorach v. Clauson (1952) and so the court could reach a different conclusion.
 
However, the minority in Zorach v. Clauson (Justices Hugo Black, Felix Frankfurter, and Robert H. Jackson) strongly dissented on the grounds that the majority was ignoring some elements of McCollum that were also found in Zorach and that these elements did show violation of the Establishment Clause. They really let the majority have it in their three scathing dissents.
 
Justice Black quoted from McCollum v. Board of Education in his Zorach dissent: “Pupils compelled by law to go to school for secular education are released in part from their legal duty [to attend school] upon the condition that they attend the religious classes. This is beyond all question a utilization of the tax-established and tax-supported public school system to aid religious groups to spread their faith….. The State also affords sectarian groups an invaluable aid in that it helps to provide pupils for their religious classes through use of the State’s compulsory public school machinery [including the taking of roll, which information was supplied to the schools to ensure that students were not playing hookey].” He added this: “Here the sole question is whether New York can use its compulsory education laws to help religious sects get attendants [students] [who are] presumably too unenthusiastic to go unless moved to do so by the pressure of this state machinery. That this is the plan, purpose, design and consequence of the New York program cannot be denied. The state thus makes religious sects beneficiaries of its power to compel children to attend secular schools. Any use of such coercive power by the state to help or hinder some religious sects or to prefer all religious sects over nonbelievers or vice versa is just what I think the First Amendment forbids….. The First Amendment was therefore to insure that no one powerful sect or combination of sects could use political or governmental power to punish dissenters whom they could not convert to their faith. Now as then, it is only by wholly isolating the state from the religious sphere and compelling it to be completely neutral, that the freedom of each and every denomination and of all nonbelievers can be maintained.”
 
Justice Frankfurter said this: “The Court [majority] tells us that in the maintenance of its public schools, “[the State government] can close its doors or suspend its operations” so that its citizens may be free for religious devotions or instruction….Of course, a State may provide that the classes in its schools shall be dismissed, for any reason, or no reason, on fixed days, or for special occasions. The essence of this case is that the school system did not “close its doors” and did not “suspend its operations.” There is all the difference in the world between letting [all] the children out of school and letting some of them out of school into religious classes….The pith of the case is that formalized religious instruction is substituted for other school activity which those who do not participate in the released-time program are compelled to attend. The school system is very much in operation during this kind of released time. If its doors are closed, they are closed upon those students who do not attend the religious instruction, in order to keep them within the school. That is the very thing which raises the constitutional issue….Again, the Court [majority] relies upon the absence from the record of evidence of coercion in the operation of the system. “If in fact coercion were used,” according to the Court, “if it were established that any one or more teachers were using their office to persuade or force students to take the religious instruction, a wholly different case would be presented.” Thus, “coercion” in the abstract is acknowledged to be fatal. But the Court disregards the fact that as the case comes to us, there could be no proof of coercion, for the appellants were not allowed to make proof of it [underlining mine].”

 And finally, Justice Jackson: “This released time program is founded upon a use of the State’s power of coercion ……Stripped to its essentials, the plan has two stages: first, that the State compel each student to yield a large part of his time for public secular education; and, second, that some of it be “released” to him on condition that he devote it to sectarian religious purposes. No one suggests that the Constitution would permit the State directly to require this “released” time to be spent “under the control of a duly constituted religious body.” This program accomplishes that forbidden result by indirection. If public education were taking so much of the pupils’ time as to injure the public or the students’ welfare by encroaching upon their religious opportunity, simply shortening everyone’s school day would facilitate voluntary and optional attendance at Church classes. But that suggestion is rejected upon the ground that if they are made free many students will not go to the Church. Hence, they must be deprived of freedom for this period, with Church attendance put to them as one of the two permissible ways of using it. The greater effectiveness of this system over voluntary attendance after school hours is due to the truant officer who, if the youngster fails to go to the Church school, dogs him back to the public schoolroom. Here schooling is more or less suspended during the “released time” so the nonreligious attendants will not forge ahead of the churchgoing absentees. But it serves as a temporary jail for a pupil who will not go to Church. It takes more subtlety of mind than I possess to deny that this is governmental constraint in support of religion. It is as unconstitutional, in my view, when exerted by indirection as when exercised forthrightly.”

Jackson added that, “As one whose children, as a matter of free choice, have been sent to privately supported Church schools, I may challenge the Court’s suggestion that opposition to this plan can only be antireligious, atheistic, or agnostic. My evangelistic brethren confuse an objection to compulsion with an objection to religion [underlining mine]. It is possible to hold a faith with enough confidence to believe that what should be rendered to God does not need to be decided and collected by Caesar. The day that this country ceases to be free for irreligion it will cease to be free for religion except for the sect that can win political power…..If we concede to the State power and wisdom to single out “duly constituted religious” bodies as exclusive alternatives for compulsory secular instruction, it would be logical to also uphold the power and wisdom to choose the true faith among those “duly constituted.” We start down a rough road when we begin to mix compulsory public education with compulsory godliness.”

Back to the Sterchi School case: following Byron’s column in the News Sentinel, various letter writers weighed in. Jack Love said (11/24/19) that “no rational reason exists for depriving students of their full educational day for such a purpose. Parents who desire to provide religious education to their children have ample means to do so before and after school and on weekends…..[The reason why Byron et al. want this program is to] place something of a seal of approval on religious education from the public education system.” He further noted that having some of the children gone places a burden on administrators and teachers because of the disruption of departures and returns and because of teachers having to work around providing lessons to only part of the children [and by implication, having to help the absent students make up their work]. He added that he was sure that Byron and his organization would not want to ensure that children were released to atheist or Satanist programs.

Letter writer John Neiswender said (11/27/19) that there was an obvious violation of separation of church and state. He suggested that children be taken out of school for nature study, in order to appreciate living things and face what he termed the future environmental crisis.

In yet another op-ed (there did not seem to be any anti-release time op-eds published by the News Sentinel), Tim Rogers, the executive director of the Elgin Foundation, which provided funds and materials for the Sterchi release time program, reiterated the decision in Zorach v. Clauson (Knoxville News Sentinel, 12/2/19). He stated that every state representative and senator voted to approve the Tennessee release time statute (underlining mine). He added that the Tennessee Baptist Mission Board, representing several thousand churches, passed a resolution urging school boards to support release time programs. He asserts that a release time program gives parents “additional opportunities to become even more involved” in their children’s education. (He did not specify how parents were involved in a release time program other than by approving their children’s attendance.)

Rogers also said that a study done in Kentucky showed that students at schools with Bible release time programs scored more than twice the state average in academic ratings. (Note that this is not to say that the students participating in the programs scored higher than those at the same school who were not in the program.) He said that those who oppose the Sterchi program were trying “to hinder how parents access this opportunity to improve their child’s educational experience” and “obfuscate(sic) a parent’s…..access to release time, and thus impede parental rights”. Like Byron, he claimed that research demonstrated that children who attended release time classes “perform better academically, have fewer disciplinary issues, and enjoy better socio-economic health”. He reiterated that release time “affirm[s] a parent’s right to be more involved and allow the school system to accommodate those parents who want religious and moral instruction as part of their child’s curriculum”.

On December 4, 2019 the Knox County School Board met in a work session to discuss many items of business. But the one that prompted a full house of spectators was the release time issue, which the board would need to vote on in the near future. As the Knoxville News Sentinel noted (Kristi L. Nelson, December 6, 2019), the school board was clearly divided on the issue. Member Patti Bounds dismissed the concern that missing an hour of class a month would affect the students adversely. Member Jennifer Owen warned against pushing the policy through before the pilot had been completed [since the fall semester was not over yet]. She brought up various questions: What if some schools were offered the program and others not – would that be disparate treatment of students? Who would have liability if a student were injured in a church bus accident? Given the variety of languages spoken by elementary school children, who would be responsible for translating the course materials and the parental waivers? For students who needed to have a nurse at school [e.g., to administer daily medication], how would the schools provide such care for the program? Member Tony Norman attended one of the release time sessions as an observer and found it “impressive” (with singing, dancing, etc.); however, he added that he could not get past the idea that the program could have a negative effect on the children left behind at school. His solution was to have the program after school. But Board Chair Susan Horn said that with 70 out of 300 Sterchi students participating [23%], it was clear that parents wanted the program. She added “We are in a time right now when parental rights are being challenged. We need to remember that it’s the parents’ right to educate their child, however they choose to do that….They are “our children” [the school system’s children]…., but only because the parents have given us authority over their child.”

As the News Sentinel reported, some 15 audience members had signed up to address the board on the issue. Among them, a Campbell County school board member said that her district had had such success with a release time pilot four years earlier that the program had been expanded to include all eight elementary schools and was to include the middle and high schools. In the high schools, the release time course would count for academic credit, as allowed by Tennessee law. Tim Rogers of the Elgin Foundation also spoke, saying that once school boards are made aware that release time programs are legal, they are “excited to communicate to parents and the community that they care about the moral health of children in their communities and they want to accommodate the religious needs of parents’ rights”.

The president of the Atheist Society of Knoxville, a parent, identified himself as also the co-founder and president of the local unaffiliated Satanic Ministry, which was threatening to start its own release program. He said that the Ministry had nearly 200 members and another 100 supporters and was a true nonprofit organization. He added that their preferred solution was not to have any religious instruction time during school hours at all. He alleged that release time programs were “designed to recruit other kids. They separate children of a chosen belief system and reward them with candy, toys, and time away from school…This will continue until only religious minorities are left in the class [at school].”

Three Knox County Schools art teachers spoke against the program, saying that it took instructional time that could not be made up. (As the News Sentinel reminded readers at this point in their article, although the pilot program at Sterchi took only one hour per month, state statute allowed children to miss up to an hour a week for a release time program.) One of the speakers was an art teacher at Sterchi and a Christian; she talked about how hard it was to have only 4 out of 15 students present because the others were at a Bible release time class. She enumerated the various topics or activities that the release time participants had missed. Another art teacher had 700 students at a different elementary school and noted that each gets art instruction every six school days. It is hard to provide continuity across such a large time gap, she said, and it would be even harder if a student missed one of those days. The third art teacher, who works at yet another elementary school teaching 775 students, commented that one hour a month was huge when the teacher got the students only 22 hours a year.

The pastor of the Sterchi release time church played the legal card, saying that “when the dust settles, it’s a law…Parents want to exercise that right…I will assure you [that] the children you watch [in the program] will sing more than they will at school. They may miss out on watercolor. Watercolor won’t change their eternal destiny.” In a non sequitur, he said that other extracurricular activities (sports or academic clubs) exclude children based on ability. Another pastor who was a former prosecutor of child sex abuse cases urged that children’s physical safety be of concern. She pointed out that the state statute does not require school districts to ensure that release time churches perform background checks or provide other such safeguards in a setting where “children are separated from parents and teachers and made to feel special”, as the News Sentinel put it.

Following this school board meeting there were more letters to the Knoxville News Sentinel. David Barg of Teaneck, New Jersey wrote (December 15, 2019) to say that he applauded student release time for religious studies, recalling the time earlier in his life when as part of an after-school program he taught a little bit of Bible studies in a Brooklyn, New York public school to a group that included Jewish teens. But, he said, it seems as if traveling off campus could be disruptive to school scheduling and it limits the program to churches that are near the school. He added that he observed from his teaching that the kids and their families who made sacrifices to participate were the ones who grew from the programs, so that allowing kids “to play hookey” for an hour every month would not result in as much positive growth as encouraging them to take an hour out of their [private] lives for religious study, e.g., by attending Bible class after school.

On December 11, 2019 the Knox County School Board voted on the release time program. What they actually voted on was not the program per se, but on a policy proposal regarding the program. The policy as voted on required all such programs to be offered on the same day at the same time in order to minimize class disruption; it also required churches and other entities to take out liability insurance and conduct background checks on anyone in the program who interacted with children.

Tim Rogers, president of the Elgin Foundation, was allowed to speak before the vote. He reiterated the legality of release time programs and stated that a vote against the policy was “a tacit endorsement of atheism, deferring to families who don’t have religious beliefs”, as the News Sentinel put it. Others spoke for and against the policies, including some parents. One Sterchi parent said, “This program allows my children to build a community, it allows them to praise God, to sing and worship God, and to learn God’s word….This is a tool to combat childhood anxiety and depression.” The director of an inner city youth ministry claimed that Knox County would get a reputation for being “hostile to the Bible” if the school board rejected the release time policy.

But some other people related their own experiences with religious discrimination and thought that release time programs could engender bullying and some cautioned that “more intrusive requests could follow”, as the News Sentinel put it. Some music teachers spoke regarding valuable class time and reminded the school board members that both state and school board policies call art and music (which are the most missed classes for release time programs) core subjects. One teacher said that “there are a fair share of people who tell me I’m not putting God first if I stand in opposition to this policy”. Another asked, “If the teachers are against this, why are we even talking about it any more?” She said that the claim that implementing the release time program was cost-free to the school system was dishonest.

In the end, the board voted 5-4 not to continue the release time program (Kristi L. Nelson, Knoxville News Sentinel, December 13, 2019). The reason was likely not so much to uphold the principle of separation of church and state as to forestall legal challenges and the costs associated with them.

In a final letter to the News Sentinel on this issue, Candy Wansley thanked the school board for their vote (Knoxville News Sentinel, December 16, 2019). As she summed it up, echoing earlier letter writer Jack Love, “Besides the arguments concerning transportation and health insurance issues, as well as separation of church and state, plus bullying of students who don’t participate in Bible Release Time and loss of educational time, there is a valid question of why a public school system would knowingly allow some children to leave school property for a religious program that could be held after or before school or on weekends.”

That seemed to settle the matter. However, the supporters of release time programs in Tennessee are nothing if not determined. In the spring of 2020, as the schools and universities were shutting down and shifting to online mode because of the coronavirus and as the economy was starting to falter, the legislature was devoting time to religious issues. Not only was a bill to make the Bible the official state book of Tennessee introduced again in the Tennessee House (see above), but another bill to allow local school boards to excuse students from school so that they could attend a Bible release time program — now described as “a release time course in religious moral instruction” — passed and was signed into law by Governor Bill Lee. Although the word “allow” was used in news reports, the bill summary actually requires public schools to excuse a student from school to attend the course for one hour per school day if the student’s parents or guardian requests it.  (Yes, one hour every single school day.) The bill authorizes school boards that provide school transportation services for students to provide transportation for students attending a released time course if the independent entity giving the course reimburses the board for providing the transportation service. (Melanie Russell, WATE News, Knoxville, Tennessee, 24 June 2020, accessed 11 July 2020)

Thus it would seem that over the objections of many teachers and many parents, students will be allowed to take time out of school for religious instruction despite the disruption in the school day.

From my summary and comments above, some readers may think that I am an atheist or am anti-Christian. That is not true at all: I believe in God and I pray every day. I do not have a home church because I am not able to accept the complete dogma of any religion I know of. But I do think that on balance organized religion is a positive and constructive thing, providing comfort and inspiration to individuals, allowing for pooling of energy and resources in congregations to work in the community, and making it possible for churches to be a force in influencing policy and practices in the United States and around the world. There are some shameful and even evil things done in the name of religion; I find it hard to believe that those of whatever religion who kill and torture and oppress “in the name of God” (or Allah or whoever) are acting as God would wish. It is especially troubling that some view those who are not of their religion as non-people, not deserving of normal consideration or equal treatment (e.g., Christians painting swastikas on Jewish synagogues, Muslims killing Bahai members over in the Middle East). But overall, I believe, religion has focussed people’s attention on the good and the constructive and the transcendent.

My personal belief is that God just wants me to get with the program. I think that that program is first and foremost comforting the afflicted, helping the poor, aiding those caught in natural disasters, etc. Beyond that, the program is educating children, keeping representative government going in a constructive way, making medical and scientific discoveries, catching those guilty of criminal behavior and reforming the reformables, etc. The three P’s of Protestantism – prayer, praise, and proselytizing – are important, but to me the lion’s share of people’s time, money, and effort should go to that fourth P, the program.

From my days of studying physics in college and graduate school, I know that matter tends to disorder (entropy) and that it takes energy to create order that lasts. This, it seems to me, is true of society as well: if we have no laws or organizing principles, if everybody does just as he pleases, we will not work together and things will be destroyed as fast as they are created. That is anarchy. But with organizing principles and laws and a fair amount of tolerance and cooperation, we can create good things – products, homes, institutions – that will benefit everybody and we will make progress toward an even more positively ordered future with few or no wars or other armed conflicts (that Holy Grail of human aspiration, world peace) and with cities, states, and nations working together to eliminate bad things – e.g., slums, cancer, famine, deaths from natural disasters. Religion, with its adherents acting in positive ways as I describe above, can be a very powerful effector of organization and forward progress.

Even so, to me it is clear that mixing church and state is not something that helps us make forward progress, as our Founding Fathers knew from experience in their lifetimes and before. The Pilgrims came to America in 1620 partly because some of them had been persecuted in England for their religious beliefs (either officially or with the authorities turning a blind eye). But not all who came to America found a place where they could practice their religion freely. E.g., as pointed out in the Smithsonian magazine (America’s True History of Religious Tolerance, Kenneth C. Davis, Smithsonian Magazine, October 2010), when a Huguenot or French Protestant colony was established in 1564 in Florida, the neighboring Catholic Spaniards did not like it. In 1565 they wiped out the Huguenots. Most of the Huguenots were hanged because, in the words of the Spanish commander, “they were scattering the odious Lutheran doctrine in these provinces”.  As any student of pre-Revolutionary history knows, there was a lot of across-the-board intolerance and even the people who fled from religious persecution could, in the New World, be guilty of it themselves.

We may think that this doesn’t happen in modern-day America, but as we can see from extreme events like some of the mass shootings in synagogues and churches and of course the 9/11 calamity, it does. As Taylor Swift told us, haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate. So tolerance, especially religious tolerance, should be one of the prime values promoted in schools, as in the anti-bullying campaigns. People should be completely free to read the Bible and share it with others if they choose, but, I argue, religious tolerance would keep such practices out of public activities, particularly education, in any way that might imply promotion of religion.

Let us digress for a moment to review the First Amendment to the Constitution, which applies to religion and free speech.  It says this: “Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or [other rights]”. As someone on the Internet pointed out (I have unfortunately lost the reference), the Establishment Clause restricts the benefits a government may grant a religion or its adherents and the Free Exercise Clause restricts the burden a government may place on a religion or its adherents. The First Amendment is vague as to what constitutes “respecting”, “free exercise”, and “free speech”, but any number of court cases have more or less limned this for us, especially in the area of teaching in schools.

For example, in Bishop v. Aronov (926 F.2d 1066, 11th Cir. 1991), Bishop, a University of Alabama physiology professor, sued the university because he was told that he could not teach “intelligent design theory” or include in his lectures what he called “evidences of God in Human Physiology”. He alleged violation of his right to free speech and of academic freedom. The 11th Circuit court of appeals decided that the classroom was not an open forum and that therefore it was the university that set the curriculum (Wikipedia Web site, accessed 2/2/20). In another case (Edwards v. California University of Pennsylvania, No. 97-3285, 3rd Cir. 1998), Edwards, a professor in a university education department, taught a course on how teachers should use classroom communications media such as projection equipment, chalkboards, photographs, and films. He apparently taught the course as per the school syllabus at first. But then he began to inject discussion of bias, censorship, and religion into the course, putting publications regarding these issues on his recommended reading list. A student complained about his use of the class to push religious ideas and a university official took Edwards to task. He appealed to the president of the university, who upheld the official. But they apparently allowed him to continue to teach, perhaps believing that he had changed his ways. The chairman of his department eventually found that he was still teaching his own syllabus and ordering classroom materials that dealt with religion. Again ordered to stop, he refused and was suspended from teaching. He sued. After a lengthy battle in the courts, the appeals court found that Edwards did not have a First Amendment right to choose classroom materials and subjects that did not agree with the university’s directions. (FindLaw Web site, accessed 2/2/20)

There is another issue if a teacher or professor has tenure. By all accounts, it is very difficult to fire a person with tenure. Thus a school or university administration can admonish a teacher or professor who continually injects religion into what should be a nonreligious class, but unless the administration is minded to go the extra mile, the teacher or professor is fairly free to say what he likes. I am reminded of the time I took the physics course “Electricity and Magnetism” (E&M)  in college back in 1969 or 1970: at least once a week my professor would take up 30-40 minutes of class time to testify about faith healing events, most of which he did not personally witness (“…..grew two inches of bone in an hour!”). We complained, as students had done for years, and he was cautioned again and again, but the professor felt that his testimony was more important than our learning the material that he was paid to teach and that was important for our future physics courses. Since he had tenure, he could do as he liked. (After that course, E&M was always my weakest area in physics.)

As I see it, if a kid wanted to write an essay in which he spoke of his religion, that would be tolerated because he has the right to freedom of speech regarding his own beliefs and activities (well, as long as it was consistent with the assigned topic of the essay). But he would not be allowed to harangue his fellow students constantly about, e.g., reading the Bible.

If asked by a student, a public school teacher should certainly be able to say, “Well, I’m a Baptist and I really like it”. The teacher should surely be able to wear a small cross as a necklace – or, to switch to another religion, a headscarf/hijab. But the teacher’s posting Bible verses all over the classroom or assigning daily Bible reading should not be tolerated. Here it would not be a question of her freedom of speech since (a) her promotive actions would violate the Establishment Clause because the children are forced to be there and (b) she is an authority figure and thus her influence over the children might overshadow even parental teaching. As the majority opinion put it in Roberts v. Madigan, “Attendance is compulsory in the classroom. The teacher stands in a position of power as disciplinarian, role model, and educator. Students are constantly in the presence of their peers, who may observe their every action. The students are, in a real sense, a captive audience vulnerable to even silent forms of religious indoctrination.” (The Justia Web site, Roberts v. Madigan, 702 F. Supp. 1505 (D. Colo. 1989), accessed 2/1/20)

From the lengthy list of religion-promoting events in Tennessee that I cited at the beginning of this post, one can see that in Tennessee – a very religious place compared to most of America – there are many encroachments on the principle of separation of church and state in the official public sphere. This has arisen, I think, for two reasons. The first is that adherents of evangelistic religions – call them the evangelizers – sincerely believe that their religious beliefs are correct;  sometimes they say that everybody else is going to hell for sure (which fate my Baptist husband worries about for me). Many of them think that it is therefore their duty to try to convert others to their way of thinking – with good intentions and for the others’ own good. This especially extends to schoolchildren, so many of whose parents are regarded as not “right-thinking” or even as Godless. Therefore it is very important to these evangelizers to try to save the children, e.g., by luring them into religious instruction.

The second reason is what I call the “No ‘Count Don’t Count” school of thought. That expression means that those who are of no account – those who are unimportant – don’t deserve any consideration and should not have any say. In the case of religion, this means that those who aren’t “thinking right” can be discounted. Winners, individually and in groups, often believe that they are favored by God or Fate or are just naturally entitled and so it is okay to trample on the losers; of course this is true of any social group, not just religious groups. The way this works with religion is that if you are in the majority denomination or sect, you think that the minority denomination or sect or, most of all, nonbelievers do not really have rights when it comes to activities involved in spreading the Word. It is God’s will trumping man’s will, so to speak.

But if you believe, as so many religious conservatives seem to, that the Constitution, having been written by wise and inspired founding fathers, is in effect also from God and so not in conflict with God’s word, then the Constitution should govern our civic activities. When I went to school, we learned that while the majority rules in most things, the Bill of Rights guarantees core individual rights so that the majority does not ride roughshod over the minority. This means that figuratively speaking there is a little circle around each individual into which the majority cannot trespass. Inside that circle is the right to have your own religion or not have one and also your right not to have to be subjected to other people’s religious beliefs.

This makes things difficult in a place like Tennessee. Here, as elsewhere, many prominent American individuals and companies, including most public officials, are into what nowadays is called virtual-signaling, i.e., exhibiting to others that they have the right moral stuff. In Tennessee we might call this Christian-signaling.You can hardly find a non-Christian public official here – in fact, there are relatively few Catholic or Jewish officials, much less professed atheist officials. When politicians hand out campaign fliers, they often list their religious affiliation or at least mention something about their faith. That is a selling point to some people, but to me there is something hypocritical about politicians’ using religion to promote themselves. It seems to me that this is often pharisaical. (See Luke 18:9-14, where a Pharisee prays loudly so that everyone can hear him: “God, I  thank you that I am not like other men” and goes on to detail how righteous he is while those around him, poor schmucks, are not.) Still, politicians have the right to present themselves to best advantage and if most of your prospective constituents are Christian, exhibiting your Christian faith might be your best move in a place like Tennessee.

Religious tolerance demands of all of us that we allow people to display or avow their religion in their personal spheres. For example, there are many small businesses in Tennessee that have Bible verses or religious plaques on the walls (like my nice shoe repair person) and often the owner-operator will take the opportunity to let drop that he is ‘blessed”, so as to underscore that he is a Christian. With so many Tennesseeans being Christians, this may be effective at persuading people to shop or buy services there: people like to go to a place manned by people like them.

Personally, I don’t object to somebody’s posting Bible verses in his own store. It doesn’t bother me that Chik-Fil-A and Hobby Lobby have chosen to be closed on Sundays even though this has been personally inconvenient for me more than once. (When I am traveling with my husband, who has a heart condition and has to follow a low-fat diet, it is nice to spot a Chik-Fil-A because we know they have a grilled chicken option. Alas, if it is a Sunday night and all we can see are the fast-food purveyors of fatty meals, it is a hardship.) But Chick-Fil-A, as a private business receiving no government support, has the right to set hours based on its owners’ religious beliefs.

This is not true of governmental entities, which is why I disapprove of a public school system giving Good Friday off and calling it ”Special Spring Break” (when the actual Spring Break is weeks earlier), hiding that the reason for letting students out is a tacit acknowledgment of the meaning of the day for Christians. Giving everybody time off for religious reasons applicable to only a subset of employees seems to be a constant in Tennessee. The State of Tennessee as a whole governmental entity took off Good Friday in 2020. So did the Knox County Health Department, at the height of the coronavirus crisis in Tennessee, although its spokesfolks did hold their daily briefing on the status of the crisis in Knox County.

What we should not tolerate – because it is intolerant in itself – is the rampant use of majority power to impose religious beliefs and practices on the minority, as I believe my summary narrative of events shows occurs in Tennessee. As we have seen, many coaches pray with all their players on the football field and prayers emanate from PA systems at games and in school. The school systems know that this is illegal, but many do it anyway, secure in the knowledge that even if somebody rats on them, all they have to do is promise not to sin again. Similarly, there are teachers who believe that God’s law trumps man’s law, i.e., don’t render to Caesar what is Caesar’s but go whole-hog in your personal interpretation of rendering to God. I think that the Bible verse I just referred to can be interpreted as the official word from above that there is an individual sphere and a public or social sphere and that God’s law is for the individual and “Caesar’s” law is for the public/social sphere. They overlap, of course; for example, we have “Thou [singular] shalt not kill” for the individual and “You [singular or plural] shall not kill” for the public as enshrined in law. But the implication is that as far as proselytizing goes, people are supposed to work within the law – not just the state laws that the Tennessee legislature passes, but also Federal laws. This is for the greater good.

I hope that in time my fellow Tennesseans who have espoused the injection of religion into the schools and other areas of public life will recognize that pushing religion on others is not an effective way to proselytize. It just gets people’s backs up or makes them close their ears even to the nonreligious things you say, which would surely be counterproductive. When I was in college and attended a nondenominational on-campus church service, we used to sing a 60’s song called “They’ll Know We Are Christians By Our Love”. This is to me the quintessential hymn about Christian tolerance: “We are one in the Spirit….and we pray that all unity may one day be restored….. we will work with each other, we will work side by side….and we’ll save each man’s dignity, and guard each man’s pride….And they’ll know we are Christians by our love”. This song emphasizes that in interpersonal relations involving religion, tolerance and respect are the principal qualities required. It also suggests that you persuade best by example, not by exhortation or coercion.

Many people outside the South think that Southerners are mostly a bunch of rubes and rednecks. As my West Tennessee-born grandma would have put it, I’m here to tell you that that isn’t so. In Tennessee there are of course many rednecks (who often are smarter than they may present themselves to be) and some hardscrabble Appalachian types who rival analogous folks in my home state of Arizona in their stubborn and independent bent. But overall most Tennesseeans are like people you meet anywhere. I think this is partly due to the democratizing/socializing nature of the public school system, which I regard as generally positive. So it seems to me that the tight adherence of so many Tennesseeans to their religious beliefs is not due to ignorance or to lack of education, but to culture.

However, one problem with this culture is, as I have alluded to previously, that society tends to develop into We versus They. In the case of Tennessee, “We” are the evangelical Christians who maybe let in some Episcopalians and a few others and “They” are everybody else. “We” regard ourselves as the majority and “They” will just have to go along with what we decide. “We” believe the Bible (our version of it) is the inerrant word of God and it should therefore be taught in the schools, whatever “They” think. “We” believe that prayer and praise-giving are the main activities in which man should engage, so those should be performed at every group activity, including public school football games and city council meetings. “We” are doing God’s work in these efforts, so any attempt by “Them” to thwart the work is ipso facto the Devil’s work, or at least persecution and censorship.

This mindset prompts many religious leaders and even US congresspeople to allege that the Christian religion is being persecuted and discriminated against in American life. Say what?? Really?? To most other observers, it seems to be the other way around: it is the Christian religion, and in particular the evangelical Christian religion, that calls the shots and is constantly pushing the envelope of separation of church and state. As my earlier recital of events shows, this is particularly true in Tennessee.

The sense of persecution comes especially from how Hollywood, television, and the arty literary world portray life. In those portrayals, only the ignorant and the self-deceiving believe in God and practice a religion…..unless that religion is spiritual Native American practices or ethereal Buddhism or the Islamic religion as practiced by those poor Muslims in the Gaza strip that are oppressed by Israel. However, the attitudes shown in those portrayals are not those of a large majority of Americans, who mostly accept that the Christian religion is historically “America’s religion” even if they aren’t practicing Christians. So religious people who argue that there is widespread secularization in our national life are not wrong, but they are missing the point, which is that the expression of antireligious views and indifference to religious values do not constitute “persecution of religious people”. When other people do not subscribe to your beliefs it doesn’t mean that those people are trying to curb your own free expression of your beliefs; when other people push back when you try to inject your beliefs into public business it doesn’t mean that those people are trying to curb your own practice of your religion.

What is going on when many religious people cry persecution nowadays seems to be an attempt to play the victim card – a popular approach in numerous areas today, not just in the area of religion. One way to make people sorry for you and to inspire them to want to help and defend you is to appear to be persecuted unjustly, to be denied your rights. We see this quite often in Tennessee: some legislators and some pastors claim that Tennessee “has” to have religion-fostering legislation in order to counter the massive persecution of religion that they perceive is going on. We see this in particular in the case of release time programs in the schools: as the news media have reported, advocates allege that parents have the right to educate their children in religious concepts, especially moral concepts (true), parents have the right to have their children instructed in these concepts in programs they approve of (true), and parents have the right to have their children excused from school, when other children are not, in order to receive this instruction (false).

Why do I say false? Because, as I have laid out above, allowing some children to leave school while others stay behind and the teachers have to find something for them to do is privileging and prioritizing religion and specifically a particular religion, putting this activity above the need for the school administration to be able to conduct classes in an efficient manner and to vet teachers, provide curriculum, and conduct testing. Having a release time curriculum that is determined on the basis of one religion’s or sect’s dogma may induce intolerance toward religions and sects other than the release time course sponsor’s; the message would be that what is being taught is the right way to believe and other ways are wrong. As noted above with the instances of people leaving school systems years ago because they did not want their children to be taught somebody else’s dogma, having no religious instruction in the public schools is actually more tolerant. Giving a course that includes candy, toys, and songs will induce widespread participation among the student body, but it will divide the student body into a group that appears to be favored, to belong, and another group that appears to be disfavored, to be left behind.

Besides the demoralization of those left behind and the increased work for the school teachers, there is the issue of giving credit for release time courses. If the school system cannot control the content or the delivery of this instruction, how can it give credit, which is in effect the school’s seal of approval?

Many citizens, especially teachers, oppose release time programs not because these citizens are hostile to religion but because they believe that schools should be addressing what they were set up to address: instruction in academic subjects. They believe that if parents want religious instruction, it should be done outside of the school setting and, most importantly, outside of the school time. As many teachers have said, they need every minute of instructional time they can get for the academic subjects, including music and art. Pretty much every church gives religious instruction to the young, but only schools give academic instruction. This, it seems to me, is very much a render unto Caesar question. Those who favor release time programs are surely sincere in their belief that bringing all mankind into their religious tent would be beneficial to all mankind, but they need to realize that as a practical matter this cannot be effected by injecting religion into the public school system.

Also, moral instruction is not absent in the public schools. This is contained mainly in history and literature courses and in sports. In my young days, the American history we studied was in part a story of greater and greater religious tolerance emerging over two centuries, but it was always made clear that faith sustained people who, e.g., trekked across the continent in covered wagons. History is a secular subject as delivered, but the factual narrative always includes details about how religion has influenced our national life. Literature is less factual because of course one is most often dealing with fiction, but even so, there is no attempt to excise religious mentions from the books themselves. (The choice of what to read could be debatable, of course.) Finally, team sports teach students to work together over time and take defeats in sportsmanlike (tolerant) fashion; gym class has a certain democratizing effect.

Allowing Bible release time programs is like letting the camel getting his nose in the tent: soon it may be argued that for convenience, the release time instruction should take place inside the school. This might be attractive to some financially hard-pressed school systems if the sponsors offer to kick in something for the electric and heating bill and do all work of preparing and delivering the courses. Thus religious instruction could become a course conducted and controlled by a religious entity and embedded in the school curriculum – clearly a violation of the principle of separation of church and state.

In conclusion, I urge that we recognize what true religious tolerance is; I urge that we consider what the separation of church and state actually implies. In line with those principles, I urge that the people of Tennessee recognize the release time program for what it is: (1) religious intolerance toward those who do not subscribe to doctrine that seems on the way to becoming our state religion and (2) failure to separate church and state by allowing the priorities of religious people to supersede the efficient running of schools.

Colin Kaepernick, Cultural Ignoramus

I’ll bet there are some other old folks, like me, who were confused as to what Colin Kaepernick was doing when he went down on one knee during the national anthem. First and foremost, we associate going down on one knee with proposing marriage. Besides that, most of us know that, as genuflection, it is used in various Christian denominations for saluting a high-ranking churchman, the Blessed Sacrament, etc. Also, as Wikipedia tells us, when the folded flag of a deceased veteran is offered to a seated family member, the presenting officer will go down on his left knee, which some of us have witnessed.

Thus to us oldies, going down on one knee signifies supplication, humility, reverence, obeisance, respect. This symbolism of going down on one knee dates from at least medieval times. Before Colin Kaepernick came along, this was understood. E.g., when football player Tim Tebow does this on the field, he has said, he is praying, which is in line with the historic interpretation.

What Kaepernick meant by going down on one knee was not respect, the announcers and commentators explained, but rather disrespect. Most people would think that the opposite of standing up to show respect is remaining seated, indicating disrespect and rejection, but to Kaepernick, the opposite is going down on one knee. He himself seems to have originated this reverse meaning, which means that he is also rejecting the understanding of the gesture for hundreds of years, for many types of peoples and places and contexts. That’s a lot of rejection. He reminds me of Humpty Dumpty in Alice in Wonderland: “When I use a word,” Humpty Dumpty said, in rather a scornful tone, “it means just what I choose it to mean—neither more nor less.” “The question is,” said Alice, “whether you can make words mean so many different things.” “The question is,” said Humpty Dumpty, “which is to be master—that’s all.””

Many people have now imitated the gesture, especially other football players. Apparently they believe that doing so indicates solidarity with black people in the fight against racism. Well, not to discourage folks from acting on their beliefs, but going down on one knee because one person did it is just dumb. There is a word for those who follow a person blindly, without considering the implications: lemmings. It would have made more sense if everyone had done what I and many other oldies did, which was to roll our eyes and sigh at such ignorance. This includes, I believe, most old black veterans, who despite all they had to put with by being black nevertheless remain patriotic and thus did not like this young whippersnapper’s showing such disrespect for the flag and for his county.

That said, I, and I believe most other oldies, would not have been in favor of his being fired or suspended. Rather, his coach and his general manager should have sat him down privately, preferably in the company of his parents, and read him the riot act. His parents have made a public statement of support for their son’s action, but they may still have thought it a bewildering move. I wonder if at first even they comprehended what their son was implicitly saying.

The team management should have allowed him to continue to “take a knee” (as apparently they did), but they should be maintaining to this day that they were opposed to his doing so and – just to underscore the point – they should have pointed out what this shows about Kaepernick’s grasp of what going to one knee signifies and beyond that, of what football is supposed to be about. Football is not a representation of our national life, no matter how hard coaches and boosters strive to convince us that kids are going to be molded into worthy adults by playing team sports. (That can happen, but it is a side effect; football is really about winning and glory and exaltation of the ego, not to mention, for professional sports teams, garnering the big bucks.)

I had heard even before the one-knee incident that Kaepernick is a difficult person, that his teammates find him not too simpatico. So I think that he did the one-knee thing (when he formerly just remained seated) to show off but, we must generously allow, he was simply unaware of the historical significance of the gesture. Here we are informed by a relevant saying that my late first husband used to quote: never attribute to malice what can adequately be explained by stupidity. (For you cognoscenti, this has been termed a corollary to Occam’s Razor.) This cluelessness speaks volumes about the quality of his education and of his training to become a gentleman and a role model.

Here’s what I wish that he had said, let’s say during a Juneteenth speech: “Although I was raised in a good home by my beloved white adoptive parents, I nevertheless have had racial slurs directed at me at various times in my life. I resented those slurs, but I believe that actions speak louder than words and so I strove to give the lie to their slurs by my achievements. I hope that by my example of working hard and making good in the NFL, people will come to realize that black people are as deserving of respect as white people when they make an effort to live a useful and productive life. I urge young people, especially young black people, to rise above racism and show “the content of their characters” by their actions. Thank you and God bless America, despite its faults.”  That would have been so much more dignified, gracious, and patriotic  than what he did do.

So here we have it: one immature dope with a giant chip on his shoulder has changed a symbolic gesture from what the whole world understood it to be, all by himself. Well, not all by himself: all of those lemmings also did it who took up the gesture, who thought up excuses for the gesture, and who bought into the idea that if they criticized the gesture they are racists. They need to stop listening to Humpty Dumpty.

Open Letter To Senator Lamar Alexander Regarding His Vote Not To Impeach

(Letter to the Knoxville News Sentinel, 10 February 2020, which as usual was not published even though similar letters by others were published before and after I submitted this)

(This is an open letter to Senator Lamar Alexander.) Regarding your votes not to allow more witnesses at the impeachment hearings and not to impeach President Trump:  Sir, you are a moral coward.

Many important actors had not been interviewed during the House inquiry, but you didn’t think any witnesses needed to be heard or questioned by senators. Your reason for not voting to impeach was that although you recognized that Trump had actually done what he was accused of, you did not think that it was an impeachable offense. Trump’s using the power of his office for his own personal political gain, against the interests of the United States and its promises to its ally, Ukraine, was not impeachable?

You said, “The question then is not whether the president did it, but whether the United States Senate or the American people should decide what to do about what he did. I believe that the Constitution clearly provides that the people should make that decision in the presidential election.” No, the Constitution clearly provides for impeachment by the House and trial by the Senate. So to cast this as a decision that the American people and not Congress should make is ludicrous.

This statement is consistent with your whole career in public service. Over and over, in whatever capacity you happened to be working in (governor, president of UT, senator, and especially presidential candidate in 1996 and 2000), when presented with a knotty decision that some influential group wanted you to make to their benefit you would natter on about objectivity, fairness, and doing what was best for everybody. But then, often at the last minute, you would come down on the side that everybody knew you would all along, i.e., that of the special interest or political favor-giver. Clearly you did this in the case of the impeachment trial.

You are not running for reelection and you could well have voted your conscience. That is, if you had one.

Professional Thoughts on the Tennessee Coal Ash Release and Cleanup Event

[Below is an op-ed piece that I sent to The Knoxville News Sentinel, 8 December 2019. The coal ash release event occurred in December 2008 when a TVA coal ash (fly ash) sludge pond in the Kingston, Tennessee area failed and sludge flowed out over a large area of land. TVA hired Jacobs Engineering to handle the extensive cleanup. As Jamie Satterfield, the News Sentinel’s excellent court/crime reporter who has been writing the News Sentinel’s long series on the coal ash spill, detailed in a series of articles, the cleanup workers were largely unprotected from the ash as they cleaned it up. Also, air filter results were inaccurate because the filters were tampered with, the workers were told the ash was so safe they could eat it, etc. This was shocking but not really surprising to people familiar with radiological work. Following the work, so many workers developed serious illnesses that the number seems statistically significant although no data has ever been presented. Further, these illnesses seemed to be fairly specific in their symptoms, as would be expected when the coal ash contained concentrated heavy metals and radioactivity (although as I note below, we would not expect to see effects of exposure to the radioactivity until more years had passed since the cleanup).

As usual, the News Sentinel did not choose to publish my piece, in fact did not even respond when I sent it in. The editor, Joel Christopher, had said in print that the News Sentinel reserved its op-ed pieces for those authors who were “experts and policymakers with direct and deep knowledge of a topic”. I thought that I might qualify as such here since I had had a long career as a radiological engineer and health physicist and was broadly trained in various aspects of safety in radiological work areas. Apparently Mr. Christopher disagreed. I sent the piece to Jamie Satterfield in an FYI manner. She said in her modest and polite way that Mr. Christopher had been unavailable (sick or busy) and would undoubtedly look at it soon. Well, if he did, he chose not to publish it.]

The fly ash controversy reminds me of when, as a radiological engineer in the mid-1980s, I was assigned to do a calculation involving fly ash.

I was working for an architect-engineer firm that did designs for power plants, including nuclear and coal-fired ones. A client wanted to put a nuclear power plant on a space-limited site that already had two coal-fired plants. The question was whether the workers on the coal-fired sites would have to wear radiation badges once the nuclear plant went into operation. So the external radiation dose to these workers from the fly ash – with its known content of radionuclides – would have to be calculated as a contribution to the site background dose.

I was given a table of radionuclides found in a representative sample of fly ash, with typical concentrations; I used a radiological source program to generate a spectrum of gamma rays. I spoke with a foreman at the coal-fired site, who confirmed that the most exposed worker would be the one in the operations monitoring tower overlooking the ash pile; he noted that a typical accumulation would be two days, but on long holiday weekends there could be four days’ worth. A study of site drawings enabled me to figure out the gamma-ray paths and model the 3-D physical layout. All of this went into a radiological dose rate program.

The results popped my eyes open: a worker who routinely spent hours per shift up in the tower would receive a large fraction of the legal annual dose limit of 100 mrem for a member of the public, which is what the coal plant workers were considered to be. Of course, conservative assumptions were used; still, even with more realistic assumptions the annual dose from the ash pile was not negligible. Further, this was only the external dose and did not include the internal dose from breathing in or ingesting radioactivity on the ash particules drifting around in the air. (That was outside the scope of the calculation since the badge would not measure external dose). Finally, it appeared that just the dose from the ash pile via both routes would significantly exceed the probable coal worker dose from the neighboring nuclear plant.

As my description above shows, it is practical to estimate external dose before work begins. The same is true of internal dose, although it is harder to calculate. TVA and Jacobs Engineering have never said they didn’t know that there were radionuclides in the fly ash; of course that has been known for a long time. In fact, I would bet that TVA, with its long experience with both coal and nuclear plants and with its many radiological professionals, has in hand both calculated and measured data on external and internal dose rates from fly ash. The Jacobs Engineering radiological safety people were likely also aware of these dose rates. So it was exceedingly cynical, not to mention unethical and immoral, for one or more Jacobs people to tell workers that they could eat the stuff. The statement might be literally true: radiation dose incurred via the ingestion route (by mouth into the stomach and intestines) was probably far less than dose incurred via the inhalation or external routes. But ignoring the latter two routes, as was done by denying protective equipment to the workers, was just criminal.

Radiological analyses do not even touch on the hazards of taking in nonradioactive but still hazardous substances in the ash, such as the heavy metals, which were the probable cause of any damage suffered by workers. I say “probable” because the health issues began relatively soon in time after most of the exposure; damage due to radioactivity has a time lapse of some years before it appears, usually in the form of some type of cancer.

What can be done now? For exposed workers and their families, there is only compensation in the form of payment of medical bills and wrongful death settlements. But for future workers, better safety coverage should be mandated. For the sake of justice, there should be aggressive investigation and prosecution of those responsible at TVA, Jacobs Engineering, and (I hate to say it) TDEC [Tennessee (State) Department of Environment and Conservation]. Jacobs should not be allowed to shirk responsibility on the grounds that TVA approved their project plans; their people were at the site and could see what the work conditions were. TVA should not be allowed to claim that they are not responsible because their contractor Jacobs Engineering covered the jobs; it was TVA’s material and TVA’s responsibility to oversee the cleanup project to make sure the job was done safely. TDEC should not be allowed to claim that they accepted the assurances of Jacobs and TVA; it is their job to provide regulatory oversight of hazard-heavy projects, in order to protect workers and the public. This project was not a quick job; it went on for a long time and so there was ample opportunity for TVA and TDEC to take their own measurements and study the work process.

For a safety professional, this whole story is disheartening. Did we learn nothing from, e.g.,  the radium dial painters case? Those who cannot learn from history – or who cynically ignore it in pursuit of profits or personal advancement – will be condemned to repeat it, but they won’t be the ones who suffer.